Families -- Fiction; Finance, Personal -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
It was a terrible law. It meant that Nancy must spend every waking
moment of her life in thought about constantly changing trifles--about
the strip of embroidered linen that curtained the door, about the
spoons that were placed on the table, about a hundred details of her
dress, about every towel and plate, every stocking and hat-pin she
possessed. She must watch the other women, and see how salad-dressing
must be served, and what was the correct disposition of grapefruit. And
more than that she must be reasonably conversant with the books and
poetry of the day, the plays and the political atmosphere. She must
always have the right clothing to wear, and be ready to change her
plans at any time. She must be ready to run gaily down to the door at
the most casual interruption; leaving Agnes to finish Priscilla's bath
just because Seward Smith felt in a mood to come and discuss the
fairness of golf handicaps with his pretty, sensible neighbour.
She did not realize that she had been happier years ago, when every
step Junior and Ned and Anne took was with Mother's hand for guide, but
she often found herself thinking of those days with a sort of wistful
pain at her heart. Life had had a flavour then that it somehow lacked
now. She had been tired, she had been too busy. But what richness the
memories had; memories of three small heads about a kitchen table,
memories of limp little socks and crumpled little garments left like
dropped petals in Mother's lap, at the end of the long day.
"Are we the same people?" mused Nancy. "Have I really my car and my
man; is it the same old Bert whose buckskin pumps and whose silk
handkerchiefs are imitated by all these rich men? No wonder we've lost
our bearings a little, we've gone ahead--if it IS ahead--too fast!"
They were getting from life, she mused, just what everyone wanted to
get from life; home, friends, children, amusement. They lived near the
greatest city, they could have anything that art and science provided,
for the mere buying, no king could sleep in a softer bed, or eat more
delicious fare. When Mary Ingram asked Nancy to go to the opera matinee
with her, Nancy met women whose names had been only a joke to her, a
few years ago. She found them rather like other persons, simple,
friendly, interested in their nurseries and their gardens and anxious
to reach their own firesides for tea. When Nancy and Bert went out with
the Fieldings they had a different experience; they had dinners that
were works of art, the finest box in the theatre, and wines that came
cobwebbed and dusty to the table.
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