Universal Brotherhood, Volume XIII, No. 10, January 1899: A Magazine Devoted to the Brotherhood of Humanity, the Theosophical Movement, Philosophy, Science and Art — John Shaqi
Universal Brotherhood, Volume XIII, No. 10, January 1899: A Magazine Devoted to the Brotherhood of Humanity, the Theosophical Movement, Philosophy, Science and ArtVarious
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Universal Brotherhood, Volume XIII, No. 10, January 1899: A Magazine Devoted to the Brotherhood of Humanity, the Theosophical Movement, Philosophy, Science and Art
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Theosophy -- Periodicals
This gift had a wholesome influence. He became thenceforth more prudent
in the expending of money, and never parted with the gem till his other
resources were exhausted. He no more affected to be engaged in study
while actually spending his time in dissipation. He directed his days to
reading in history, science, political economy and diplomacy. The Count
de Virieu was in Paris and received him to share his modest lodgings.
Nevertheless, his money though now carefully managed, was finally
exhausted. He was called upon by old creditors to pay the "debts of
honor" that he had incurred in former years. He had renewed his intimacy
with Julie, and her husband gave him the warmest of welcomes. Her health
was failing fast, and he took frequent excursions with her about Paris
in the hope of benefit. At the end of the winter the alternative was
presented to support himself or go back to Milly.
When in college he had written verses which his friends there greatly
admired. He continued to do so at different times, and had brought a
collection of them to Paris. He now offered them to publishers but
without success. He was obliged to submit. He made a farewell excursion
with Julie to St. Cloud, and left Paris the next morning.
That summer was for him more terrible than ever. He saw no hope of
emerging from poverty and obscurity. Crops failed that year and the
resources of the family were straitened to actual penury. His health
suffered and serious results were apprehended. He was again ordered to
go to Aix. His mother procured the money for him by surreptitiously
selling trees that were growing on their little farm.
A note from Julie informed him that her husband was ill, but told him to
go to Aix and wait for her. When he arrived there, there came a package
forwarded from Chambery enclosing letters from Paris. One of these was
from Julie[1] containing a lock of hair and bidding him farewell. It had
been herself and not her husband, that was ill and dying. She had given
up her former disbelief. "God will send you another sister," she wrote,
"and she will be the pious helpmate of your life. I will ask it of him."
A letter from the husband asked Lamartine to continue to him as a son.
The shock almost bereft him of reason. He wandered for months over the
mountains of Savoy and Switzerland, as he describes, "like a darkened
soul that had lost the light of heaven and had no mind for that of
earth." His mother secretly procured money for him in the hope that
travel would alleviate his condition, the cause of which she did not
imagine. Autumn was passing, however, and she could no longer frame
excuses for his absence. He must return home.
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