Universal Brotherhood, Volume XIII, No. 10, January 1899: A Magazine Devoted to the Brotherhood of Humanity, the Theosophical Movement, Philosophy, Science and ArtVarious
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Universal Brotherhood, Volume XIII, No. 10, January 1899: A Magazine Devoted to the Brotherhood of Humanity, the Theosophical Movement, Philosophy, Science and Art
Various
Theosophy -- Periodicals
I am a spark of eternity. Beyond the cold ashes I shall exist even to
the dawn, ... And then in my own embers shall I wax in brightness, glow
as gold and burn as ruby; I shall pass through the grayness of the dust
of this my bed, and before the rosy dawn shall have bathed herself in
dew, before the sun shall have lifted his golden gaze from beyond the
sea, I shall strike into the flames of life.
III.
How many dawns, how many twilights have I passed? Do I know it myself?
Through how many gates of body and of soul have I entered into life, as
an eternal voyager, who is born daily, now here, now there, from the
sleep of death, in the earliest morn.
And then, exhausted, I departed to the West, through the great twilight
dusk, which, all blazing with gold and red as blood, led me into the
silent fields of blue, upon the dreamy meadows of the moon, all heaving
with the beating of the wings of Psyche-butterflies, where I sought my
sleep, and my head leaning on eternity's great bosom, I rested after a
life and before a life.
IV.
Myself—the gate, and myself—the path, once only in this cycle have I
issued from the Divine Light. Once only blew its breath for all bodies
and souls, once only has it in the morning of Day opened its bosom of
luminous archetypal thought,—and all subsequent myriads of forms,
before and now, were sculptured by myself.
Lo! I emerge from the conflagration of blood; I come in the likeness of
a child, I who am a lion, crouching for the powers of the heavens and of
the earth. And I depart into the night, through the blood and through
the pain, crouching as a shadow, for the dawn and for the day. After a
time, after a moment I increase in strength, I spring up in the dust. My
germ of existence now feels hunger of life; it attracts life's forces
and lifts green blades above the grave. The sun now warms it for a new
day of its immortal labor.
V.
With no gift am I favored in my early hour. All my radiance have I spun
myself through many nights and shadows. And all my powers upon the earth
and in the heavens have I obtained from my own mystic depths. Every form
I have, it is of ages' toil, it is an effort of many births, a battle of
many darkling deaths.
What light have I, by a promethean labor, through thousand lives, spark
by spark have I stolen it from the sun, spark by spark have I seized it
from the blushes of the morning. The rosy coral of the dawns, and
lilies' whiteness have I plucked unseen in the gardens of the night from
the silvery stars. There is no color and no sound upon the waving
meadows, among the nests of eagles or of nightingales, which through the
ages, in ruins' coldness and scorching heat of life I have not worked
out from a laughter to a groan,—alive by my own self.
VI.
And my right is to upwards grow through all the worlds. And my right is
to expand my heart through all the worlds. In storms, in silence I burst
the bars of death's prisons, and strike the metal of the all-awakening
bell!
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