Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's LifeAustin, Caroline
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Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's Life
Austin, Caroline
Domestic fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Stepdaughters -- Juvenile fiction
It was just such a day as stirs the blood of even old people, while it
sets young hearts beating, and conjures up before youthful eyes all
sorts of pleasant visions. To Helen, accustomed for so many years to a
cloudless eastern sky, the sunshine, although it brought her renewed
life, brought also vague indefinable longings. London with its endless
streets and squares, its never-ending succession of human beings, its
saddening sights and sounds, seemed to stifle her. She longed, scarcely
knowing what it was for which she longed, for the green country, for
freedom, for space. To Cousin Mary it had been possible to speak of
these and many other things. Cousin Mary gone--gone too holding out only
the vaguest promises of another meeting, and with no word at all about
claiming that visit from Helen of which a good deal had been said in the
early stages of their friendship, the girl, suddenly thrown back upon
herself, felt, with the exaggerated feelings of youth, as though she
were deserted by everybody. It was impossible that she could guess how
hard Cousin Mary had tried to secure that visit from Helen about which
she had, rather incautiously perhaps, spoken to her young favourite. For
as the days went on, and Miss Macleod's stay had lengthened out beyond
her original intention, her interest in Helen had increased, and had
deepened into real affection. Beneath Cousin Mary's influence all the
best part of Helen's nature came out. And, indeed, her deep
affectionateness, her generous impulses, her quick repentances for
wrong-doing, her power of receiving good impressions, all combined to
make Helen a very fascinating little person to one who took the trouble
to understand her disposition. That there was another side to Helen's
character Miss Macleod knew. Such intense natures ever have their
reverse side. She had her bad impulses as well as her good ones; and a
fierce temper that it would need many years of patient effort to bring
under control. There was a spice of recklessness in Helen, too, and an
impatience of restraint. Hers was a nature that might harden and develop
terrible possibilities for evil under adverse circumstances. All this
Cousin Mary saw with painful distinctness as she watched the girl with
ever-increasing interest.
Accustomed as Mrs. Desmond declared she was to her cousin's vagaries,
this last fancy of Miss Macleod's rather astonished that lady. That
Helen should prefer a stranger to herself she regarded as merely another
proof of her stepdaughter's perversity. But what Mary Macleod could see
in the girl, and why she should want to carry off such an uninteresting
child on a long visit, fairly puzzled Mrs. Desmond. It was not only
perplexing, but extremely provoking, when it became evident that Miss
Macleod would not accept a polite excuse, but kept returning to the
charge, putting it into the colonel's head that Helen looked pale and
needed change.
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