Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's LifeAustin, Caroline
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Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's Life
Austin, Caroline
Domestic fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Stepdaughters -- Juvenile fiction
Poor Helen! Forgotten by everybody--her governess had left her earlier
than usual in the day--she had been sitting alone in her little
down-stairs school-room, thinking over all that she had learnt from
Cousin Mary. She had been forming the most heroic resolves about her
future conduct. Never, never would she purposely annoy her stepmother
again. She would be patient, she would bear reproof meekly. And she
would remember that great Father whose presence was such a reality to
Cousin Mary, and who was training her not in anger but in love. As for
her dear earthly father, Helen smiled as she thought of him, and
recalled the days when he was always patient with her wayward fits. Then
the gathering twilight made her feel lonely, and she remembered that he
was ill upstairs. She would go to him, she thought, and, if by any
happy chance she found him alone, she would tell him of her sorrow for
the past and of her good resolves for the future. And if Mrs. Desmond
was there? Well, there could be no harm in creeping in very gently and
asking him how he felt, giving him a kiss, perhaps, and going away
again.
"I must be very quiet, and oh! I hope I shan't knock up against
anything," she said to herself as she went upstairs, speaking
half-audibly for company, as it were, and to keep up her spirits, for
the house seemed so still and quiet. The drawing-room door stood partly
open, but a screen concealed the upper part of the room, where the
colonel's sofa stood, from view. No one heard Helen enter, and although
she caught a murmur of voices she was half-way across the room when her
father's last remark arrested her attention.
I suppose it is a fact that it is in our most exalted moods we are most
liable to fall. Her father's words stung Helen to the quick, and changed
the whole current of her thoughts. In a twinkling all her good
resolutions vanished. While she had been determining to submit, to be
good, they, her father and stepmother, were discussing her, wishing to
be rid of her, owning her a burden. And yet, just for the sake of
tormenting her, of keeping her in bondage, they had refused her to
Cousin Mary. Oh, it was cruel, cruel!
"How could you do it? how could you?" she cried, her voice breaking into
a passionate sob. "Don't you know that I hate being here; yes, _hate_ it
quite as much as you hate having me. And Cousin Mary is good. I am not
bad when I am with her. I--"
"Helen," broke in Mrs. Desmond, while the colonel moaned and put his
hand to his head, "don't you see your father is ill? Go away instantly.
If you have learnt from Miss Macleod to listen at doors I must write and
beg her never to enter my house again. I did not know that you were
deceitful in addition to your other faults. Go at once. Don't speak
again."
"Father," began Helen; but he shook his head impatiently and motioned
her away. For a moment she looked at them both defiantly, then, like one
possessed, she scattered some books that lay upon a table near her in
all directions.
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