Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's LifeAustin, Caroline
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Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's Life
Austin, Caroline
Domestic fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Stepdaughters -- Juvenile fiction
Strange as it may appear these two had never met since the very
commencement of the colonel's illness. This separation had by no means
mitigated the peculiar bitterness of feeling that existed in Mrs.
Desmond's heart against her stepdaughter. In her eyes Helen was the
author of this terrible calamity that threatened her, and the girl's
offence was heightened in her eyes by the fact that she, and not Mrs.
Desmond, had first discovered the colonel's illness. Worn out with the
long strain of nursing, her state of mind with regard to Helen had
become more than ever morbid, and she shrank from even a passing
allusion to her. As for Helen, the efforts she had made over herself
during the past weeks, the sincere sorrow she had experienced for the
pain that her waywardness had caused her father, had softened her whole
nature. She no longer regarded Mrs. Desmond as an antagonist against
whom she was justified in waging perpetual warfare, and she had told
herself that, if her father was restored to her, her stepmother should
have her loyal obedience. Thus determined, and relieved from the daily
fret of Mrs. Desmond's constant rebukes, the bitterness had died out of
Helen's heart; and now something in the elder woman's worn, aged
appearance touched the girl's generous nature. Moved by a sort of pity,
and by a sudden realization of their common anxiety, she forgot even her
desire to see her father in a longing to help this sad-looking lady who,
dressed in a white wrapper scarcely whiter than her face, which bore a
half-frightened, half-bewildered expression, stood in the middle of the
room with upraised hands as though dreading some sudden shock. Her eyes
fell upon Helen. Her hands dropped and her face darkened. There was a
second's silence, while the girl looked appealingly at her stepmother,
her fingers twitching nervously.
"What do you want, Helen?" asked Mrs. Desmond at last, commanding her
voice with difficulty, for not only had the sudden knocking really
alarmed her, but she particularly disliked being found in dishabille.
"I'm so sorry, I do so wish I could help you!" broke from the impulsive
girl.
"Sorry! did you come to tell me this?"
"No, not exactly--but--"
"I am glad of that. Sorrow is shown by acts, not words. I did not send
for you, and you have chosen to break upon the rest I so sorely need, at
a time, too, when--" Mrs. Desmond's voice shook, and once more pity
quenched Helen's rising resentment.
"Oh! you don't know how sorry I am for you," she cried, as, running
forward, she seized her stepmother's hand, and looked imploringly into
her face.
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