Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's LifeAustin, Caroline
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Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's Life
Austin, Caroline
Domestic fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Stepdaughters -- Juvenile fiction
As a fact, there was something antagonistic between Mrs. Desmond's
rather cold nature and Helen's ardent disposition. Only love and
patience could have knit these two together. Mrs. Desmond's theory that
a young girl should be treated as an irresponsible being, and forced
into the same mould that had successfully moulded former generations if
she was to turn out a "nice" woman, was fatal in this instance. The
same want of comprehension of the meaning of real education overshadowed
Helen's studies. Although, in the orthodox sense of the word, Helen's
education had been sadly neglected, she was by no means ignorant. She
had seen and observed much; had read, and read intelligently, books that
most girls of her age would unhesitatingly pronounce "dry;" while for
music she had a genuine talent. This last gift, however, did not help
her much under the system of tuition adopted for her. Ordered, for
instance, to practise her scales for an hour each day, without receiving
any explanation as to the usefulness of such practice, the girl
naturally regarded scale-playing as a fresh device for annoying her.
Consequently her playing during her early morning practice soon became
one of Mrs. Desmond's chief tortures, for each jarring note penetrated
through the thin partitions of a London house, and, reaching that
unhappy lady's ears, robbed her of her comfortable morning nap. Far too
conscientious to put an end to the nuisance for consciously selfish
motives, and too lacking in musical taste herself to discern Helen's
real talent, she suffered as silently as she could; not so silently,
however, but that Helen perceived the annoyance which she caused, and
which she took care should continue unabated. But here, as in so many
other instances, poor Helen's weapons were turned against herself.
Being taken by her father to an afternoon concert, an impromptu pleasure
indulged in during a blissful day when her stepmother was away, she was
seized with a vehement desire to learn to play the violin. Her father,
who fancied that his little girl had been looking pale lately, and who
was pleased with the prospect of giving her so innocent a pleasure,
consented, and quite after the manner of old times, the concert over,
they went off together and purchased a violin, which Helen insisted on
carrying home herself.
The afternoon had been so delightful, and had sped so quickly, that they
had both forgotten the time, and that Mrs. Desmond was to return home at
six o'clock. It was nearly seven when their cab brought them to their
own door.
"Yes, Mrs. Desmond had returned an hour ago and was in the
drawing-room," the servant said in answer to the colonel's rather
nervous questioning. A cloud fell upon Helen as she entered the warm,
well-lighted hall; but she clasped her violin tightly and followed her
father upstairs.
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