The sun was going down over the waters, watched by a flaxen-haired lad
squatting on the wall of an outstanding turret. His legs dangled over
the battlements, and his heels smote against the weathered stone. There
was a premature look of age upon his face, a certain wistful wisdom
as though he had completed his novitiate early in the world. His blue
eyes, large and sensitive as a dog's, stared away over the golden edge
of the sea.
This was Jehan the bastard, a pathetic shred of humanity, thin and
motherless, blessed with nothing save a dreamy nature that stood him in
poor stead in such a hold as Tintagel. Like any mongrel owned of none,
he was given over largely to the cuffs and curses of the community.
Men called him a fool, and treated him accordingly. He was scullion,
horse-boy, pot-bearer, by turns. The men of the garrison could make
nothing of a lad who wept at a word, never showed fight, but crept
away to mope and snivel in a corner. He had earned epithets enough, but
little else; and the rude Philistines of the place, beings of beer and
bone, knew little of those finer instincts with which Nature chooses on
occasion to endow a soul.
At times Jehan would creep away up this turret stair to live and
breathe for a season with no friend save the ever-complaining sea.
He would perch himself on the battlements with the salt wind blowing
through his hair, the rocks beneath him boiling foam from the waves
that swept in from the west. The perch was perilous enough, but the lad
had no fear of the windy height, or of the waves breaking against the
pediment of the cliff. To him man alone was terrible. There appeared
to be a confident understanding between Nature and himself, a sense of
good fellowship with his surroundings, such as the chamois may feel for
its mountain pinnacle, and the bird for the tree that bears its nest.
Jehan's thin face was turned often towards the central tower of the
castle, a square campanile that stood in the centre of the main court,
forming a species of citadel or keep. High up in the wall there was
a window, a streak of gloom that showed nothing of the room within.
Over Jehan this window possessed a peculiar influence. It was the
casement-royal of romance. Day by day, ever since Gorlois had come
south again, the lad had watched for the white oval of a face that
would look out momentarily from the shadow. Sometimes he saw a woman's
hand, a golden head glimmering in the sun. Jehan had seen Gorlois's
wife brought a second time into Tintagel. Her staring grief had taken
strange hold upon his heart. Ever since, with the kindled chivalry of a
boy, he had done great deeds in dreams, handled a sword, taken strong
men by the throat. The imagined event had fired the soul in him, and
made him the disciple of these sad and wistful eyes.
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