Carlisle sat with lowered eyes, listening to the firm just tones. Very
lovely and desirable she looked in a "little" white dress which Hugo had
praised once....
"And malice would seize on this story and make it worse and worse the
further it travelled. If you stop to think a moment, you will easily see
what a sensation the scandalmongers can make out of the materials you
ingenuously wish to offer them."
He himself stopped to think; his keen mind flung out little exploring
parties over the prospect he hinted at, and they raced back shrieking
with vulgar horrors. Surely, surely his chosen bride could never have
contemplated this.
"Carlisle, have you reflected that you would be pointed at, whispered
about, till the longest day you live?"
She sat motionless, with averted face, and felt that she was slipping
from her last mooring. Was it conceivable that Hugo was persuading her
to hush it all up again--just because it was _easier?_... She and mamma
had done that and thought nothing of it. But, for this moment, at least,
it seemed horribly different to have such a thought about Hugo....
She said in a little voice: "But if it's right, I oughtn't to think
about consequences, ought I?"
Canning groaned.
"How many times must I tell you that it's not right, that it's
preposterous, that you yourself will say so to-morrow!..."
She made no reply, and then Canning, goaded on by his sense of strange
impotence, spoke the depths of his secret resentment:
"Really, I should have thought that the views of your future husband
would have more weight with you than those of a casual medical
missionary, known to be irresponsible and untrustworthy."
Cally gave him a look full of young reproach, rose with nervous
purposelessness, and went over to the empty hearthside. Much nearer now
peeped that startling shape. She leaned upon the mantel and tried to
think: of her duty to Hugo, of how natural it was that he shouldn't
understand, of how all this had begun. But unhappily the tone of his
last remark seemed to have set other chords quivering within her, and
all that she seemed able to think of was that it was cruelly unjust for
him to misjudge her so. He had promised to stand by her no matter what
happened, and besides Dr. Vivian wasn't irresponsible and untrustworthy.
The wild thought knocked that Hugo, now that he knew the truth about
her, had ceased to love her....
"Carlisle," said Canning, with more restraint, "isn't it reasonable for
me to think that?"
Her reply showed some signs of agitation: "Why, Hugo--of course ... You
must know your views have all the weight in the world with me. His
have none ..."
He came up to her on the hearthstone, raised her hand, and kissed the
little pink palm.
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