"Never mind--I'm sure that's true.... Now, my dear, we seem unable to
understand each other to-day, and trying to do so only throws us farther
and farther apart. We both need rest, and time for quiet thought. You
must let me decide this point for you. I am going to send word to Dr.
Vivian now that you will let him hear from you to-morrow morning."
He released her hand, and turned decisively away. At that moment, the
dim hall chimes began to strike six.
"Oh, no, Hugo! Please don't," she broke out, taking a little step after
him.... "_Please!_ I don't think I could bear it...."
Canning wheeled instantly, his virile face darkening and flushing.
"You don't?... My views don't seem to matter so tremendously, after
all!"
"Ah, Hugo dear! That hurts. How--"
"Tell me, Carlisle, did the idea of telling Colonel Dalhousie, for your
happiness, originate with you or with this man?"
Touched once more in her spirit by his singular obsession, she replied,
with constraint: "I don't remember, Hugo. Perhaps with him. But it
wasn't his saying so that made it true. It is the way I feel ..."
"That brings us back to the beginning again. I have done my best to
persuade you that this feeling is an hallucination."
Over and over this ground they went with quickening exchanges, Canning's
patience wearing sharper at each circuit, Carlisle growing steadily
whiter, but unluckily not more yielding. At last Canning said:
"You are going to trust your whole future life to me, Carlisle. It is
hard for me to grasp that you refuse to trust me in this, the first
thing I have ever asked of you. Tell me plainly that you mean to have no
regard for my wishes."
Carlisle felt ready to scream. How had this miserable misunderstanding
arisen? What was it all about? Her mind glanced back, but she could not
remember, could not begin to retrace the bewildering steps. Worse yet,
she hardly seemed to want to now, for Hugo could not possibly speak to
her in this way if he loved her as he had said.
She said in a small, chilled voice: "That's unjust, Hugo. I have every
regard--"
"So you say, Carlisle. But nothing else that you say supports it in the
slightest."
The girl made no reply. And then Canning struck out:
"My entreaties carry no weight with you, it seems. Well, then I forbid
you."
For the first time a tinge of color touched Carlisle's cheek.
"You forbid me?"
He had no sooner said the words than he regretted them. In the beginning
nothing of this sort had been within his dreams; had he foreseen the
possibility, it is probable that he would have given Carlisle her head
at the start without argument. But, once the position taken, he could
not bend back his pride to recede. And to him, too, came prodding
thoughts, of a bride who was revealing strange sides of her nature,
strange unlovelinesses....
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