He said in a slightly hoarsened voice: "What has happened since I left
you this afternoon?"
What, indeed? Everything seemed to have happened.
"Something did happen ... But I--I don't think there's any use to talk
about it."
"Tell me what has happened. I have a right to know."
"I will, if you wish--but it won't do any good.... I went out, to my
cousins'. And at the door, as I came back, I--I met Colonel Dalhousie.
He stopped me ... expressed his opinion of me. He said things
that I--I--"
She stopped precipitately, with a break in her voice; turned from him.
"Oh!--I understand ... Poor little girl."
At the mention of the name of ill omen, Canning's strong heart had
missed a beat. He had thought the old corpse buried past exhumation; the
sudden rising of the ghost to walk had staggered for an instant even his
superb incredulities. But with that sudden tremulousness of hers, he was
himself again, or almost, with a new light upon her whole strange and
unreliable demeanor. Small wonder, after such an encounter, if she was
brought to the verge of hysteria, her feminine reason unseated, her mind
wandering mistily over the forgotten past....
He tried to take at least one hand in loving sympathy, but found that
the matter could not be arranged.
"The shock has upset you--poor darling! I understand. No wonder!..."
"No--I'm not upset ... I--Hugo, I can't marry you. I'm truly
sorry--I've tried--but now I'm quite sure--"
"But this is madness," said Hugo's queer voice. "Don't you see it is as
you say the words?... Not marry me--because an old ruffian waylaid you,
called you--hard names--"
"No, but because what he said was true. No--of course that's not the
reason ... I must tell you the truth ..."
Cally lifted misty eyes, beneath which faint circles were beginning to
appear, and said with sadness:
"Hugo, I don't love you."
Then she watched, painfully, the last remnants of his assurance drop
away from his face: and after that, she saw, with a certain fear, that
she had still to make herself believed.
Hugo, supported not merely by his own justifiable confidences but by her
mother's affirmations, could, indeed, put no credence in his ears. Many
explanations were possible for this extraordinary feminine perversity;
she had happened to mention the one explanation that was not possible.
"You don't know what you're saying," he began, huskily, out of the
silence. "You're not yourself at all nowadays ... Full of new little
ideas. You've taken a whim, because an old rascal ... whom I shall
punish as he deserves--"
"No ... That helped me to make up my mind, perhaps. But I've learned
I've never loved you--since you left me last year."
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