In a remarkably short time thereafter I was engaged again in rolling
myself about on the top of the white-fish barrels; thinking no more of
my hairbreadth escape, or of what was to become of me in the immediate
future. Twenty minutes, as nearly as I can recollect, were about as long
as any direst misfortune, at that period, could cloud the brightness of
my young hope. This utter recklessness I can scarcely understand now. It
requires, I suppose, more years and experience than I had then to learn
the knack of despairing.
At least, I know I was in the full delight of my first freedom, and, in
all these boyish wanderings, the fact that I was in need of a meal or a
night’s lodging would occur to me, almost always, as a sudden
inspiration, and only at the usual hour for the meal or for going to
bed. The joy of my solitary, Robinson-Crusoe life, on the wharves and
among the white-fish barrels, was so strong upon me that I suffered much
less than would at first be imagined from the hunger which sometimes
filled the long intervals between one meal and the next.
I have just used the words “solitary life,” and I have used them
advisedly; for I can remember only one juvenile friend whom I ever
picked up as a companion in my vagrancy, and that was an urchin of Irish
descent. We met on the wharf, at Detroit, if my memory does not fail me,
some days after the events just chronicled. He was the first and last
whom I took into my boyish confidence, for the companionship was not
harmonious, and ended in the disaster of a bloody nose, which he
inflicted on me at parting. This, with the black eye which I bestowed in
turn upon him, was, I believe, the only ceremony observed on the
occasion of our mutual leave-taking.
* * * * *
Toward evening of the day of my narrow escape in the yawl of the
sand-scow, I drew from my pocket the crackers thrown to me that morning,
at Toledo, from the pantry of the Baltic, and seated myself on the wharf
overlooking the clear river to eat them, feeding the minnows with the
crumbs. When it began to be dark, it suddenly occurred to me that I had
no place to sleep. I am sure that up to that moment the subject of my
prospective lodgings had not crossed my mind. I arose, and, brushing the
last fragments of my crackers down to my fellow-vagabonds, the minnows,
I walked toward the place where the sand-scow was moored.
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