“Never mind, never mind,” he said; “put your money away. You can take
the small boat again if you want to.”
These were his exact words; and there was more true feeling in the way
he said them than would go to make up many a longer speech I have since
heard, in the pathos of melodrama, where the hero has magnanimously
refused vast estates and lacs of rupees. (If the reader will excuse the
parenthesis, I should like to be allowed to say, right here, God bless
that young fellow--or middle-aged fellow now--wherever he is!)
Whether a sudden apprehension of future and direr exigencies, or a gleam
of my usual delight in small boats, or both together, flashed across my
mind at that moment, I am not now prepared to state; but I remember I
did put my money away, and, climbing down again into the little yawl,
amused myself by imperilling my life once more in the swift current.
This time, however, I ventured merely on short coasting voyages around
the docks. At least, I had not yet come to a decision about the
feasibility of taking in something foreign in my way, being in the very
act of casting a pair of longing eyes at the Canadian shore, when I was
hailed by my friend of the sand-scow, and requested to bring the boat to
land.
A favorable breeze had sprung up, and the scow, now discharged of her
sand, took her departure for a new load. I stood on the wharf and waved
her adieu; and that was the last I ever saw of her, or of the noble
fellow who united in his own person her captain, mates, and crew.
* * * * *
I may have felt a little more alone in the world now, for I remember I
did not go back to my jolly play-fellows, the white-fish barrels, but
boarded divers steamboats instead, in quest of work. I received the same
prompt answer from all. They did not want me. As will be supposed, my
one suit of clothes was by this time beginning to show marks of the
service it had done among the greasy platters of pantries and cabins.
This fact, probably, was the greatest barrier to my success, and the
cause, too, of most of the rough language I received in answer to my
applications.
Toward night I became desperately hungry, for, it will be remembered, my
last warm meal was the dinner of the day before eaten upon the little
steamer Arrow, on the way from Toledo. Weary with repeated refusals from
steward after steward, I went boldly at last on board of the steamer
Pacific and inquired for the captain.
It was straightway demanded of me what such a beggar as I wanted of the
captain. I resented the term “beggar” immediately: I purposed to work
for what I got; I had money, if it came to that, in proof of which I
jingled defiantly the five pennies in my pocket. No; I was no beggar,
but I must see the captain.
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