American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Yes, they went back. That was eight years ago?”
Hoyting began to count up the continents on his fingers. “Australia last
year--South America--Siberia--the Transvaal, before that. Yes, it would
have been eight years ago.”
To my surprise, I found myself reluctant to bring out the truth.
Hoyting, as he talked, had been so vividly aware of the Dorriens, had
made it so evident how real to him and repellent was that remembered
scene, that my hesitation was not unnatural.
“He practised at home for a number of years, doing some research when he
had time. He went back into public work to some extent--boards and
commissions again. Her family seemed to manage him entirely.” Then I
stopped.
Hoyting waited. The lights in the harbor began to lessen, great patches
of shadow spacing them. I waited, too, to gather strength. It had all
become horrible to me now, and permeated with the sordidness that spoils
tragedy.
“He shot himself.”
“He cared so much as that?” Hoyting’s huge finger flicked off the
cigarette ash before there was need.
“He had--oh, I only heard it, Hoyting!” I cried. “I don’t know the whole
of it. Who does? But those damned Hewells took it up--I suppose by way
of condoning the suicide--and made a martyr of him.”
“Go on.”
“He had somehow in the laboratory--you know the danger; and Dorrien was
a reckless chap, those last years, not like himself, his friends said.
They all used to worry over his riding, his shooting, his
yachting--everything.”
I broke off. It was extremely hard to tell the man who apparently knew
most about Dorrien, even though he had never called Dorrien friend. “He
had somehow, through a cut, the slip of an instrument--I don’t know the
sickening scientific detail of it--inoculated himself with a disease he
was working with. He made nothing of it at the time, I’m told. Everybody
had forgotten it. Suddenly--when he found out what he was in for, I
suppose--he shot himself. After what you’ve told me, I should say it was
probably from disgust. Why blame him?”
“What was it?” Hoyting had not stirred, but his voice had changed
immeasurably.
“Tuberculosis.”
The great shoulders shrugged once. I felt impelled to explain--a
miserable little feverish strut. And before Hoyting, of all men!
“It gives the measure of his revolt--a man who had cured so many, and
could have cured himself mechanically, you might say; a man whose
special business in life had been to snap his fingers at that particular
plague. That’s why, until you told me all this, I never understood. Now
it’s clear enough.”
I shut my eyes, glad to put the ironic thing away, glad to be at peace,
with no further need to speak of it. When I opened them again, I was
alone. Hoyting, the foot-loose, was gone.
THE CASE OF PARAMORE
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