"And I trust," continued he, "that you will not discard me from your
friendship, but receive me as before."
"I shall always be happy to receive the friends of Madame d'Albret,"
replied I, "and now I wish you a good-morning."
I went to my own room and reflected upon what had passed. I was angry
with Monsieur de G--for what I considered the unwarrantable liberty he
had taken, the greater as he must have known my utter dependence upon
Madame D'Albret; and how unlikely it was that I would form any such
engagement without her knowledge and sanction. That I had no love for
Monsieur de G--was certain, although I was pleased with his company and
conversation. I was sorry on reflection that I had given my promise not
to mention what had passed, but having made the promise, although
hastily, I resolved to adhere to it.
I took it for granted that he would gradually withdraw himself, and that
we should see little more of him; but in this I was mistaken; he was as
frequent in his visits as before, dividing his attentions between Madame
d'Albret and me. This annoyed me, and I avoided him as much as I could,
and the consequence was, that he was oftener with Madame d'Albret than
with me. At first when Madame d'Albret perceived this, she appeared to
be vexed, as she had evidently set her mind upon the match, and expected
daily to receive a formal proposal from him in my behalf; but gradually,
why I know not, it gave her no further concern, and I was permitted to
leave the room, and do as I pleased without being subjected to any
remarks.
Such was the state of affairs when the Paris season drew near. Madame
Bathurst had been induced to remain in Brittany, and was continually
with us. She had often asked me to come over to England, and pass a few
weeks with them, and I had jokingly replied that I would. One morning
Madame d'Albret said to me--
"My dear Valerie, Madame Bathurst has again requested me to allow you to
go to England with her. Now if you think that you would like to pass a
short time with her, instead of remaining at Paris during the season, I
really have no objection, if it would give you pleasure."
"My dear madame, I was only joking when I said so."
"Well, you have made Madame Bathurst think you were in earnest, my
dear," replied she; "and I thought so too, and have this morning
promised that you shall go with her. I thought you would perfect
yourself in English, and it would be a good opportunity of relieving you
for a short time of your constant attendance upon me; so, my dear
Valerie, I advise you to go. It will amuse you, and a little change
will do you good: besides, my dear, I perceive that the attentions of
Monsieur de G--are not agreeable to you, and it is as well to break it
off by a short absence."
"I shall not dispute your wishes, madame," replied I, mournfully, for my
heart misgave me, why I knew not, "but if I do go, it will be to oblige
you, and not because I really wish it."
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