Only, being a methodical man, and much
concerned for his bodily and intellectual health, he occasionally
thought fit to suspend even this contact with mankind, and to spend six
weeks, as he had intended spending those six weeks at Venice, in the
contemplation of only bricks and mortar.
And now, that demon of psychological study had got the better of his
determination. Marion understood it all now from the beginning: that
astonishing feebleness of his towards Lady Atalanta, that extraordinary
submission to this imperious and audacious young aristocrat's orders.
The explanation was simple, though curious. He had divined in Lady
Atalanta a very interesting psychological problem, considerably before
he had been able to formulate the fact to himself: his novelist's
intuition, like the scent of a dog, had set him on the track even before
he knew the nature of the game, or the desire to pursue. Before even
beginning to think about Lady Atalanta, he had begun to watch her; he
was watching her now consciously; indeed all his existence was engrossed
in such watching, so that the hours he spent away from her company, or
the company of her novel, were so many gaps in his life.
Jervase Marion, as a result both of that shrinkingness of nature, and
of a very delicate artistic instinct, had an aversion of such coarse
methods of study as consist in sitting down in front of a human being
and staring, in a metaphorical sense, at him or her. He was not a man of
theories (their cut-and-driedness offending his subtlety); but had he
been forced to formulate his ideas, he would have said that in order to
perceive the real values (in pictorial language) of any individual, you
must beware of isolating him or her; you must merely look attentively
at the moving ocean of human faces, watching for the one face more
particularly interesting than the rest, and catching glimpses of its
fleeting expression, and of the expression of its neighbours as it
appears and reappears. Perhaps, however, Marion's other reason against
the sit-down-and-stare or walk-round-and-pray system of psychological
study was really the stronger one in his nature, the more so that he
would probably not have admitted its superior validity. This other
reason was a kind of moral scruple against getting to know the secret
mechanism of a soul, especially if such knowledge involved an appearance
of intimacy with a person in whom he could never take more than a merely
abstract, artistic interest. It was a mean taking advantage of superior
strength, or the raising of expectations which could not be fulfilled;
for Marion, although the most benevolent and serviceable of mortals, did
not give his heart, perhaps because he had none to give, to anybody.
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