Greenleaf, who was very reserved about his friends, so much that one
friend might almost have imagined him to possess no others, had somehow
slid into speaking of his little Bloomsbury world to this girl, who was
so foreign to it. It had come home to him how utterly Miss Flodden had
lived out of contact with all the various concerns of life, and out of
sight of the people who have such. Except pottery and violin music, come
into her existence by the merest accident, and remaining there utterly
isolated, she had no experience, save of the vanities of the world.
But what struck him most, and seemed to him even more piteous, was her
habit of regarding these vanities as matters not of amusement, but of
important business. To her, personally, it would seem, indeed, that
frocks, horses, diamonds, invitations to this house or that, and all the
complications of social standing, afforded little or no satisfaction.
But then she accepted the fact of being an eccentric, a creature not
quite all it should be; and she expected everyone else to be different,
to be seriously engaged in the pursuit of the things she, personally,
and owing to her eccentricity, did not want.
It was extraordinary how, while she expressed her own distaste for
various weaknesses and shortcomings, she defended those who gave way to
them as perfectly normal creatures. Greenleaf was horrified to hear her
explain, with marvellous perception of how and wherefore, and without
any blame, the manner in which women may gradually allow men not their
husbands to pay their dressmaker's bills, and gradually to become
masters of their purse and of themselves: the necessity of a new frock
at some race or ball, the desire to outshine another woman, to get
into royalty's notice, and the fear of incensing a husband already
hard up--all this seemed to Miss Flodden perfectly natural and
incontrovertible; and she pleaded for those who gave way under such
pressure.
"Of course I wouldn't do it," she said, twisting a long straw in
her hands; "it strikes me as bad form, don't you know; but then I'm
peculiar, and there are so many things in the world which other folk
don't mind, and which I can't bear. I don't like some of their talk, and
I don't like their not running quite straight. But then I seem to have
been born with a skin less than one ought to have."
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