“What purpose is it, Flora, that you have to pray thus fervently for
strength to execute? Oh, if it savour aught of treason against love’s
majesty, forget it. Love is a gift from Heaven. The greatest and the
most glorious gift it ever bestowed upon its creatures. Heaven will not
aid you in repudiating that which is the one grand redeeming feature
that rescues human nature from a world of reproach.”
Flora wrung her hands despairingly as she said,—
“Charles, I know I cannot reason with you. I know I have not power of
language, aptitude of illustration, nor depth of thought to hold a
mental contention with you.”
“Flora, for what do I contend?”
“You, you speak of love.”
“And I have, ere this, spoken to you of love unchecked.”
“Yes, yes. Before this.”
“And now, wherefore not now? Do not tell me you are changed.”
“I am changed, Charles. Fearfully changed. The curse of God has fallen
upon me, I know not why. I know not that in word or in thought I have
done evil, except perchance unwittingly, and yet—the vampyre.”
“Let not that affright you.”
“Affright me! It has killed me.”
“Nay, Flora,—you think too much of what I still hope to be susceptible
of far more rational explanation.”
“By your own words, then, Charles, I must convict you. I cannot, I dare
not be yours, while such a dreadful circumstance is hanging over me,
Charles; if a more rational explanation than the hideous one which my
own fancy gives to the form that visits me can be found, find it, and
rescue me from despair and from madness.”
They had now reached the summer-house, and as Flora uttered these words
she threw herself on to a seat, and covering her beautiful face with
her hands, she sobbed convulsively.
“You have spoken,” said Charles, dejectedly. “I have heard that which
you wished to say to me.”
“No, no. Not all, Charles.”
“I will be patient, then, although what more you may have to add
should tear my very heart-strings.”
“I—I have to add, Charles,” she said, in a tremulous voice, “that
justice, religion, mercy—every human attribute which bears the name of
virtue, calls loudly upon me no longer to hold you to vows made under
different auspices.”
“Go on, Flora.”
“I then implore you, Charles, finding me what I am, to leave me to the
fate which it has pleased Heaven to cast upon me. I do not ask you,
Charles, not to love me.”
“’Tis well. Go on, Flora.”
“Because I should like to think that, although I might never see you
more, you loved me still. But you must think seldom of me, and you must
endeavour to be happy with some other——”
“You cannot, Flora, pursue the picture you yourself would draw. These
words come not from your heart.”
“Yes—yes—yes.”
“Did you ever love me?”
“Charles, Charles, why will you add another pang to those you know must
already rend my heart?”
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