She threatened me with her finger and knitted her brows. “Perhaps, even
a ‘Venus in Furs.’ Watch out, I have a large, very large fur, with
which I could cover you up entirely, and I have a mind to catch you in
it as in a net.”
“Do you believe,” I said quickly, for an idea which seemed good, in
spite of its conventionality and triteness, flashed into my head, “do
you believe that your theories could be carried into execution at the
present time, that Venus would be permitted to stray with impunity
among our railroads and telegraphs in all her undraped beauty and
serenity?”
“_Undraped_, of course not, but in furs,” she replied smiling, “would
you care to see mine?”
“And then—”
“What then?”
“Beautiful, free, serene, and happy human beings, such as the Greeks
were, are only possible when it is permitted to have _slaves_ who will
perform the prosaic tasks of every day for them and above all else
labor for them.”
“Of course,” she replied playfully, “an Olympian divinity, such as I
am, requires a whole army of slaves. Beware of me!”
“Why?”
I myself was frightened at the hardiness with which I uttered this
“why”; it did not startle her in the least.
She drew back her lips a little so that her small white teeth became
visible, and then said lightly, as if she were discussing some trifling
matter, “Do you want to be my slave?”
“There is no equality in love,” I replied solemnly. “Whenever it is a
matter of choice for me of ruling or being ruled, it seems much more
satisfactory to me to be the slave of a beautiful woman. But where
shall I find the woman who knows how to rule, calmly, full of
self-confidence, even harshly, and not seek to gain her power by means
of petty nagging?”
“Oh, that might not be so difficult.”
“You think—”
“I—for instance—” she laughed and leaned far back—“I have a real talent
for despotism—I also have the necessary furs—but last night you were
really seriously afraid of me!”
“Quite seriously.”
“And now?”
“Now, I am more afraid of you than ever!”
We are together every day, I and—Venus; we are together a great deal.
We breakfast in my honey-suckle arbor, and have tea in her little
sitting-room. I have an opportunity to unfold all my small, very small
talents. Of what use would have been my study of all the various
sciences, my playing at all the arts, if I were unable in the case of a
pretty, little woman—
But this woman is by no means little; in fact she impresses me
tremendously. I made a drawing of her to-day, and felt particularly
clearly, how inappropriate the modern way of dressing is for a
cameo-head like hers. The configuration of her face has little of the
Roman, but much of the Greek.
Sometimes I should like to paint her as Psyche, and then again as
Astarte. It depends upon the expression in her eyes, whether it is
vaguely dreamy, or half-consuming, filled with tired desire. She,
however, insists that it be a portrait-likeness.
I shall make her a present of furs.
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