When by chance I happened to be close to her on the way back, she
secretly pressed my hand. Her glance was so radiant, so full of
promised happiness, that in a moment all the torments of these days
were forgotten and all their wounds healed.
I now am aware again of how much I love her.
* * * * *
“My friend has complained about you,” said Wanda to-day.
“Perhaps she feels that I despise her.”
“But why do you despise her, you foolish young man?” exclaimed Wanda,
pulling my ears with both hands.
“Because she is a hypocrite,” I said. “I respect only a woman who is
actually virtuous, or who openly lives for pleasure’s sake.”
“Like me, for instance,” replied Wanda jestingly, “but you see, child,
a woman can only do that in the rarest cases. She can neither be as
gaily sensual, nor as spiritually free as man; her state is always a
mixture of the sensual and spiritual. Her heart desires to enchain man
permanently, while she herself is ever subject to the desire for
change. The result is a conflict, and thus usually against her wishes
lies and deception enter into her actions and personality and corrupt
her character.”
“Certainly that is true,” I said. “The transcendental character with
which woman wants to stamp love leads her to deception.”
“But the world likewise demands it,” Wanda interrupted. “Look at this
woman. She has a husband and a lover in Lemberg and has found a new
admirer here. She deceives all three and yet is honored by all and
respected by the world.”
“I don’t care,” I exclaimed, “but she is to leave you alone; she treats
you like an article of commerce.”
“Why not?” the beautiful woman interrupted vivaciously. “Every woman
has the instinct or desire to draw advantage out of her attractions,
and much is to be said for giving one’s self without love or pleasure
because if you do it in cold blood, you can reap profit to best
advantage.”
“Wanda, what are you saying?”
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