“How could I forget it,” I said. “You wore your abundant hair in brown
curls, and you had brown eyes and a red mouth, but I recognized you
immediately by the outline of your face and its marble-like pallor—you
always wore a violet-blue velvet jacket edged with squirrel-skin.”
“You were really in love with the costume, and awfully docile.”
“You have taught me what love is. Your serene form of worship let me
forget two thousand years.”
“And my faithfulness to you was without equal!”
“Well, as far as faithfulness goes—”
“Ungrateful!”
“I will not reproach you with anything. You are a divine woman, but
nevertheless a woman, and like every woman cruel in love.”
“What you call cruel,” the goddess of love replied eagerly, “is simply
the element of passion and of natural love, which is woman’s nature and
makes her give herself where she loves, and makes her love everything,
that pleases her.”
“Can there be any greater cruelty for a lover than the unfaithfulness
of the woman he loves?”
“Indeed!” she replied. “We are faithful as long as we love, but you
demand faithfulness of a woman without love, and the giving of herself
without enjoyment. Who is cruel there—woman or man? You of the North in
general take love too soberly and seriously. You talk of duties where
there should be only a question of pleasure.”
“That is why our emotions are honorable and virtuous, and our relations
permanent.”
“And yet a restless, always unsatisfied craving for the nudity of
paganism,” she interrupted, “but that love, which is the highest joy,
which is divine simplicity itself, is not for you moderns, you children
of reflection. It works only evil in you. _As soon as you wish to be
natural, you become common._ To you nature seems something hostile; you
have made devils out of the smiling gods of Greece, and out of me a
demon. You can only exorcise and curse me, or slay yourselves in
bacchantic madness before my altar. And if ever one of you has had the
courage to kiss my red mouth, he makes a barefoot pilgrimage to Rome in
penitential robes and expects flowers to grow from his withered staff,
while under my feet roses, violets, and myrtles spring up every hour,
but their fragrance does not agree with you. Stay among your northern
fogs and Christian incense; let us pagans remain under the debris,
beneath the lava; do not disinter us. Pompeii was not built for you,
nor our villas, our baths, our temples. You do not require gods. We are
chilled in your world.”
The beautiful marble woman coughed, and drew the dark sables still
closer about her shoulders.
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