Wemyss immediately became her rock as well as Lucy's, and she in her
turn clung to him. Where he had been clung to by one he was now clung to
by two, which put an end to talk alone with Lucy. He did not see Lucy
alone again once before the funeral, but at least, owing to Miss
Entwhistle's inability to do without him, he didn't have to spend any
more solitary hours. Except breakfast, he had all his meals up in the
little house on the cliff, and in the evenings smoked his pipe under the
mulberry tree till bedtime sent him away, while Miss Entwhistle in the
darkness gently and solemnly reminisced, and Lucy sat silent, as close
to him as she could get.
The funeral was hurried on by the doctor's advice, but even so the short
notice and the long distance did not prevent James Entwhistle's friends
from coming to it. The small church down in the cove was packed; the
small hotel bulged with concerned, grave-faced people. Wemyss, who had
done everything and been everything, disappeared in this crowd. Nobody
noticed him. None of James Entwhistle's friends happened--luckily, he
felt, with last week's newspapers still fresh in the public mind--to be
his. For twenty-four hours he was swept entirely away from Lucy by this
surge of mourners, and at the service in the church could only catch a
distant glimpse, from his seat by the door, of her bowed head in the
front pew.
He felt very lonely again. He wouldn't have stayed in the church a
minute, for he objected with a healthy impatience to the ceremonies of
death, if it hadn't been that he regarded himself as the stage-manager,
so to speak, of these particular ceremonies, and that it was in a
peculiarly intimate sense his funeral. He took a pride in it.
Considering the shortness of the time it really was a remarkable
achievement, the way he had done it, the smooth way the whole thing was
going. But to-morrow,--what would happen to-morrow, when all these
people had gone away again? Would they take Lucy and the aunt with them?
Would the house up there be shut, and he, Wemyss, left alone again with
his bitter, miserable recollections? He wouldn't, of course, stay on in
that place if Lucy were to go, but wherever he went there would be
emptiness without her, without her gratefulness, and gentleness, and
clinging. Comforting and being comforted,--that is what he and she had
been doing to each other for four days, and he couldn't but believe she
would feel the same emptiness without him that he knew he was going to
feel without her.
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