Aunt Dot knew Lucy's face so well that it seemed absurd to examine it
now, searching for signs in its features and expression of enough
character, enough nerves, enough--this, if there were enough of it,
might by itself carry her through--sense of humour. Yes, she had a
beautiful sweep of forehead; all that part of her face was lovely--so
calm and open, with intelligent, sweet eyes. But were those dear eyes
intelligent enough? Was not sweetness really far more manifest in them
than intelligence? After that her face went small, and then, looking
bigger than it was because of her little face, was her kind, funny
mouth. Generous; easily forgiving; quick to be happy; quick to
despair,--Aunt Dot, looking anxiously at it, thought she saw all this in
the shape of Lucy's mouth. But had the child strength? Had she the
strength that would be needed equally--supposing that doubt and that
question should ever get into her head--for staying or for going; for
staying or for running ... oh, but running, running, for her very
_life_....
With a violent effort Miss Entwhistle shook herself free from these
thoughts. Where in heaven's name was her mind wandering to? It was
intolerable, this tyranny of suggestion in everything one looked at
here, in everything one touched. And Lucy, who was watching her and who
couldn't imagine why Aunt Dot should be so steadfastly gazing at her
mouth, naturally asked, 'Is anything the matter with my face?'
Then Miss Entwhistle managed to smile, and came and sat down again
beside the sofa. 'No,' she said, taking her hand. 'But I don't think I
want to read after all. Let us talk.'
And holding Lucy's hand, who looked a little afraid at first but soon
grew content on finding what the talk was to be about, she proceeded to
discuss supper, and whether a poached egg or a cup of beef-tea contained
the greater amount of nourishment.
XXX
Also she presently told her, approaching it with caution, for she was
sure Lucy wouldn't like it, that as Everard was coming down next day she
thought it better to go back to Eaton Terrace in the morning.
'You two love-birds won't want me,' she said gaily, expecting and
prepared for opposition; but really, as the child was getting well so
quickly, there was no reason why she and Everard should be forced to
begin practising affection for each other here and now. Besides, in the
small bag she brought there had only been a nightgown and her washing
things, and she couldn't go on much longer on only that.
To her surprise Lucy not only agreed but looked relieved. Miss
Entwhistle was greatly surprised, and also greatly pleased. 'She adores
him,' she thought, 'and only wants to be alone with him. If Everard
makes her as happy as all that, who cares what he is like to me or to
anybody else in the world?'
And all the horrible, ridiculous things she had been thinking half an
hour before were blown away like so many cobwebs.
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