Therefore Wemyss was forced to conclude that she was obstinate as well
as selfish; and if it hadn't been for the brief moments at meals when
Lucy appeared, and through her unhappiness--what she was doing was
obviously depressing her very much--smiled faintly at him and always
went and sat as near him as she could, he would have found these two
days intolerable.
How atrocious, he thought, while he smoked in silence and held on to
himself, that Lucy should be taken away from him by a mere maiden lady,
an aunt, an unmarried aunt,--weakest and most negligible, surely, of all
relatives. How atrocious that such a person should have any right to
come between him and Lucy, to say she wouldn't do this, that, or the
other that Wemyss proposed, and thus possess the power to make him
unhappy. Miss Entwhistle was so little that he could have brushed her
aside with the back of one hand; yet here again the strong monster
public opinion stepped in and forced him to acquiesce in any plan she
chose to make for Lucy, however desolate it left him, merely because she
stood to her in the anæmic relationship of aunt.
During two mortal days, as he waited about in that garden so grievously
infested by Miss Entwhistle, sounds of boxes being moved and drawers
being opened and shut came through the windows, but except at meals
there was no Lucy. He could have borne it if he hadn't known they were
the very last days he would be with her, but as things were it seemed
cruel that he should be left like that to be miserable. Why should he be
left like that to be miserable, just because of a lot of clothes and
papers? he asked himself; and he felt he was getting thoroughly tired of
Jim.
'Haven't you done yet?' he said at tea on the second afternoon of this
sorting out and packing, when Lucy got up to go indoors again, leaving
him with Miss Entwhistle, even before he had finished his second cup of
tea.
'You've no idea what a lot there is,' she said, her voice sounding worn
out; and she lingered a moment, her hand on the back of her aunt's
chair. 'Father brought all his notes with him, and heaps and heaps of
letters from people he was consulting, and I'm trying to get them
straight--get them as he would have wished----'
Miss Entwhistle put up her hand and stroked Lucy's arm.
'If you weren't in this hurry to go away you'd have had more time and
done it comfortably,' said Wemyss.
'Oh, but I don't want more time,' said Lucy quickly.
'Lucy means she couldn't bear it drawn out,' said Miss Entwhistle,
leaning her thin cheek against Lucy's sleeve. 'These things--they tear
one's heart. And nobody can help her. She has to go through with it
alone.' And she drew Lucy's face down to hers and held it there a
moment, gently stroking it, the tears brimming up again in the eyes of
both.
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