Lucy didn't prefer it, and was beginning to feel worried, because as the
days went on Wemyss grew more and more persistent the more he became
bored by Miss Entwhistle's development of an independent and inquiring
mind, and she hated having to refuse or even to defer doing anything he
asked, when her aunt one morning at breakfast, in the very middle of
apparent complete serene absorption in her bacon, looked up suddenly
over the coffee-pot and said, 'How long had your father known Mr.
Wemyss?'
This settled things. Lucy felt she could bear no more of these shocks. A
clean breast was the only thing left for her.
'Aunt Dot,' she stammered--Miss Entwhistle's Christian name was
Dorothy,--'I'd like--I've got--I want to tell you----'
'After breakfast,' said Miss Entwhistle briskly. 'We shall need lots of
time, and to be undisturbed. We'll go up into the drawing-room.'
And immediately she began talking about other things.
Was it possible, thought Lucy, her eyes carefully on her toast and
butter, that Aunt Dot suspected?
IX
It was not only possible, but the fact. Aunt Dot had suspected, only she
hadn't suspected anything like all that was presently imparted to her,
and she found great difficulty in assimilating it. And two hours later
Lucy, standing in the middle of the drawing-room, was still passionately
saying to her, and saying it for perhaps the tenth time, 'But don't you
_see_? It's just _because_ what happened to him was so awful. It's
nature asserting itself. If he couldn't be engaged now, if he couldn't
reach up out of such a pit of blackness and get into touch with living
things again and somebody who sympathises and--is fond of him, he would
die, die or go mad; and oh, what's the _use_ to the world of somebody
good and fine being left to die or go mad? Aunt Dot, what's the _use_?'
And her aunt, sitting in her customary chair by the fireplace, continued
to assimilate with difficulty. Also her face was puckered into folds of
distress. She was seriously upset.
Lucy, looking at her, felt a kind of despair that she wasn't being able
to make her aunt, whom she loved, see what she saw, understand what she
understood, and so be, as she was, filled with confidence and happiness.
Not that she was happy at that moment; she, too, was seriously upset,
her face flushed, her eyes bright with effort to get Wemyss as she knew
him, as he so simply was, through into her aunt's consciousness.
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