This was a great contrast to the restless curiosity and interest of her
father and his friends, to their insatiable hunger for discussion, for
argument; and it much surprised Lucy. Discussion was the very salt of
life for them,--a tireless exploration of each other's ideas, a clashing
of them together, and out of that clashing the creation of fresh ones.
To Everard, Lucy was beginning to perceive, discussion merely meant
contradiction, and he disliked contradiction, he disliked even
difference of opinion. 'There's only one way of looking at a thing, and
that's the right way,' as he said, 'so what's the good of such a lot of
talk?'
The right way was his way; and though he seemed by his direct,
unswerving methods to succeed in living mentally in a great calm, and
though after the fevers of her father's set this was to her immensely
restful, was it really a good thing? Didn't it cut one off from growth?
Didn't it shut one in an isolation? Wasn't it, frankly, rather like
death? Besides, she had doubts as to whether it were true that there was
only one way of looking at a thing, and couldn't quite believe that his
way was invariably the right way. But what did it matter after all,
thought Lucy, snuggled up on his knee with one arm round his neck,
compared to the great, glorious fact of their love? That at least was
indisputable and splendid. As to the rest, truth would go on being truth
whether Everard saw it or not; and if she were not going to be able to
talk over things with him she could anyhow kiss him, and how sweet that
was, thought Lucy. They understood each other perfectly when they
kissed. What, indeed, when such sweet means of communion existed, was
the good of a lot of talk?
'I believe you're asleep' said Wemyss, looking down at the face on his
breast.
'Sound,' said Lucy, smiling, her eyes shut.
'My baby.'
'My Everard.'
XVIII
But this only lasted as long as his pipe lasted. When that was finished
he put her off his knee, and said he was now ready to gratify her
impatience and show her everything; they would go over the house first,
and then the garden and outbuildings.
No woman was ever less impatient than Lucy. However, she pulled her hat
straight and tried to seem all readiness and expectancy. She wished the
wind wouldn't howl so. What an extraordinary dreary place the library
was. Well, any place would be dreary at half-past two o'clock on such an
afternoon, without a fire and with the rain beating against the window,
and that dreadful terrace just outside.
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