"What good does it do me?" asked Veronica, and scowled worse than ever.
"What good? if you did not have it you would know what it is worth,"
replied Sabina, quickly. "I can tell you that. Now smooth your forehead,
Veronica, and listen to me. I will tell you something that will make you
feel better and happier. An Industrial School has been established in
Fohrensee and it is proposed to connect with it a work-room for women.
They want a teacher and superintendent, and have offered me the place, but
I am not strong enough for it. I have told them that you are fully equal
to me in skill and knowledge of the work, and a hundred times my superior
in freshness and strength and executive ability. There is no doubt that
the place is at your disposal. You can lead the life of a lady, Veronica.
Your fortune is made."
For the first time since Sabina began to speak, Veronica raised her eyes
from her work. She shook her head sadly and said,
"Not my fortune."
"'Not my fortune!'" repeated Sabina angrily, "when I tell you this place
is yours! Your fortune is made."
"I cannot grasp the fortune that is offered me," said the girl, and bent
over her work again.
Sabina's searching glance seemed to try to penetrate her inmost thought.
"What sort of an expression is that you are using, Veronica? Where did you
learn that? I never expected to hear such words from your lips. It is not
like you. What put that into your head, child?"
"I will tell you something of my experience, and then you will understand
why I use this expression," said Veronica quietly. "When I was only a
little girl I learned a motto which ran thus:
'Fortune stands ready, full in sight;
He wins, who knows to grasp it right.'
I saw that 'fortune' was something good to have, and I wanted to find out
how it could be grasped. I asked Cousin Judith, and she told me it must be
grasped like everything else with our hands, that is to say, through work.
From that time forward I was eager for work as other children are for
play, and the older I grow, the more I strive for the good fortune that
can be grasped by work. Even on Sundays I often go to my room to sew, and
I shut my door, for my mother does not like to see me sew then. I work on
and on, just as long as I can sit at it, even into the night; sometimes
till one and two o'clock in the morning; yet I do not find the fortune I
want. When my hands are busy, my thoughts wander where they will, and I
must follow them. But they do not lead to 'fortune,' but only farther away
from it. This offer may bring me a fortune in money and position, but that
is not the fortune I want. 'Fortune' for me, means happiness."
Sabina had not lost a word of this sad story.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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