Gertrude knew where Dietrich spent his evenings. She had expostulated with
him about it more than once. He had answered that he must keep on there
for awhile, till a certain undertaking which he had started with Jost was
fairly under way. He assured her that this affair was certain to turn out
all right, and that she herself would be surprised and satisfied at the
result. He knew from some one who understood it, that it could not fail.
He had to draw large sums several times for himself and also for Jost, but
he was sanguine that in a short time it would all be paid back, with
interest. Gertrude did not pretend to understand the business, but she saw
that Dietrich believed it to be safe and profitable, and she knew that her
son would not deceive her. Still she was haunted daily by a growing
uneasiness, which was not diminished when she perceived that Veronica was
gradually drawing away from her.
This state of things had all come about since that morning when the
girl's beseeching words had fallen unheeded on the mother's ears; or at
least Veronica believed them to have been unheeded, since they had worked
no change in Dietrich's behavior.
Why it was that every day as evening came on, she felt so miserably
anxious, Gertrude herself could scarcely understand. Poor Gertrude!
One night after she had gone to her room she heard her son leave the house
with hasty steps. It had become a regular thing now. She had often said to
herself, "Ah! how much longer will this go on?" but she tried hard to
believe that it would soon come to an end, and her son would resume his
former orderly and happy mode of life. But this evening she was so
anxious that she could not stay in her bedroom. She went down into the
garden.
The moon peeped out from between the flying clouds, and shone peacefully
down upon the trees and the neat flower-beds. Gertrude seated herself upon
a small bench under the apple tree, and gazed about the garden, all
illuminated by the moonbeams. She had planted it all and cared for it with
her own hands. She had done this as she did everything, carefully and with
great painstaking, and it was all for her son's sake. His should be the
pleasure and the profit of all. Why could he not be happy in it now? Why
was she so worried about him? Dietrich was walking in steep and dangerous
paths; that she was sure of, but he knew the straight road and would not
his steps turn back to it again? Her thoughts went back to the days when
her little Dieterli loved good and orderly conduct; it could not be that
he had lost his love for it, that he did not still feel that in the right
conduct of life lies inward and outward blessing. She recalled the evening
of the day when her husband was borne from the house to his burial. She
had taken the children by the hand and, stupefied with pain, was about to
put them to bed, but Dieterli objected, saying,
"No, mother, no; it is not good to go to bed before you say your prayers."
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