He drifted about from one wall to the other like an outlaw. Camilla
talked to him, asked a question and he did not hear it and made no
answer. Again she said something, touched his arm even and asked
another question in vain.
"Oh, now he's lost in thought," she cried with a laugh. "He's thinking,
he's thinking!"
Victoria heard and answered:
"He wants to be alone. He sent me away too." But suddenly she came
right up to him and said aloud: "I expect you're thinking out some
apology to me. You need not trouble about that. On the contrary, I
owe you an apology for sending you the invitation so late. It was very
neglectful of me. I forgot you till the very last, I nearly forgot you
altogether. But I hope you'll forgive me, for I had so much to think
about."
He stared at her speechless; even Camilla looked from one to the other
and seemed astonished. Victoria stood right in front of them with her
cold, pale face and looked satisfied. She had had her revenge.
"Now you can see our young men," she said to Camilla. "We mustn't
expect too much of them. Over there sits my fiancé talking about
elk-shooting and here is the poet deep in thought.... Say something,
poet!"
He gave a start; the veins in his temples swelled.
"Very well. You want me to say something? Very well."
"Oh, not if it's such an effort."
She was going already.
"To come straight to the point," he said slowly, smiling, but with a
quiver in his voice; "to begin right in the middle--have you been in
love lately, Miss Victoria?"
For a few seconds there was dead silence; all three could hear their
hearts beating. Camilla put in timidly:
"Of course Victoria is in love with her fiancé. She is just engaged,
don't you know that?"
The doors to the dining-room were thrown open.
* * * * *
Johannes found his place and was standing by it. The whole table heaved
up and down before his eyes, he saw a crowd of people and heard a buzz
of voices.
"Yes, that's right, that is your place," said the hostess kindly. "If
only everybody would sit down."
"Excuse me!" said Victoria suddenly, just behind him.
He stepped aside.
She took his card and moved it several places down, seven places down,
beside an old man who had once been tutor at the Castle and who was
supposed to drink. She brought back another card and sat down.
The hostess, much upset, found something to do on the other side of the
table and avoided looking at him.
His confusion became even worse than before and he withdrew bewildered
to his new place; his first seat was occupied by one of Ditlef's
friends from town, a young man with diamond studs in his shirt-front.
On his left sat Victoria, on his right Camilla.
And the dinner began.
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