Neither of the two women let themselves wonder what her griefs were ...
Fanny's griefs....
"I thought tomorrow you would go to some nice little café or just buy
something for yourself and eat it at Irma's," continued Corinne lamely
for one so generally adequate.
"Perhaps another time," answered her aunt with an involuntary gesture
of putting the chalice from her as Corinne spoke of Irma. It was her
nearest approach to complaint, but Corinne quite knew what it meant.
"Except for Carli it hasn't _all_ been too bad?" she questioned
entreatingly.
"No, no, indeed, truly. Only I've seen so much, Inny," she answered
saying the baby name for Corinne, so long unused, "so much of--of
human beings," she ended quite detachèdly and her eyes got very wide
and wandered a little.
"Irma is hard, I know," and Corinne put her hand out to find her
aunt's, to hold her attention, "but she has that alcove and I thought,
too, it would be a way to help the boys. I'm always worrying about the
boys, and then it's almost impossible to find a place to lay one's
head."
"The foxes of the earth," began Tante Ilde with a still stranger look
on her face and then stopped.
Corinne was overcome by a quick anguish. Something was hurting her
terribly though she couldn't have said which one of many things, and
her aunt was suddenly as someone she had never known.
Tante Ilde had always had her little phrases and mottoes--but not like
that. "Time brings roses," she would say consolingly to any child who
was unhappy in the old days. "Hard work in youth is sweet rest in old
age," when the boys wouldn't study; and she often reminded the girls
that "Beauty goes, but virtue stays."
"You're looking so pale, darling, you're not ill, are you?" Corinne
asked, after a moment breaking anxiously into that new, disturbing
silence.
"No, just a little cold, my shoulders ache a bit,--then all the tears,"
she answered, "nothing more."
"Are you warmly enough dressed?" pursued Corinne, after another pause
during which her eyes had wandered again to the door.
"Oh, yes, I have on two waists," and she smiled weakly.
"I believe you're faint for food," said Corinne at last, with a
strange, burning look on her face, "we won't wait for Pauli, we'll have
our soup right now," and she called the waiter.
It was still early and few people were in the restaurant, the waiters
mostly standing idly around, smoothing their hair or flicking their
serving napkins about as they talked, but it seemed to Frau Stacher an
eternity before the order was taken and another endless period till the
soup was brought and the waiter poured it hotly, appetizingly from the
smoking metal cup into her plate. The first spoonful did its blessed
work and the palest shade of pink came into her face. It seemed more
delicious than anything she had ever tasted and she pitied all poor
creatures who felt as she had been feeling and were not, like her,
sitting before a steaming plate of bean soup.
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