Tante Ilde, whose judgments were innately of the order abounding in
mercy had had at first only the most uncomfortably confused sensations
at the mention of Fanny,--sensations rather than thoughts. A flush
would, at such moments, mantle her cheek. It was when she still lived
at Baden and Anna and Irma would come out and tell her of certain
things that to them, Anna and Irma, were nothing short of shameful, an
honest family, etc. Her father would have turned in his grave, etc.,
and they, especially Irma, would soon have to think of the boys, etc.,
etc. Tante Ilde had been wont to listen in a sort of confused silence.
She didn't understand things "like that" anyway, was the general
opinion. She would think glimmeringly of what happened in the end in
novels and on the stage to women of Fanny's ways, and she would feel
alarmed for Fanny rather than condemnatory.
But when the races began again at Baden and they heard, necessarily
indirectly, that Fanny, in two shades of blue, had been the sensation
of the day, they were increasingly puzzled, but a touch of pride crept
in to give a new tone to their feelings. So Fanny's scarlet sins, if
not washed whiter than snow in the miseries of War and Peace, had
undeniably been getting paler and paler in the family eye.
Now poor Tante Ilde shared with the others a certain miscellaneous
satisfaction, all sorts of things composed the secret mixture, that
came inevitably from the knowledge that Fanny was doing very well.
Indeed what would they do if Fanny didn't do well? It was the world
upside down. But they were all living in that same upside-down world
and the relativity of their misfortunes was so dependent on the
absolute of Fanny's fortunes that certain chalky lines and demarcations
were fast disappearing. Though none of the women went to Fanny's they
all saw Maria, that messenger of hopes and fulfilments, that faithful
_officier de liaison_ between two worlds.
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