When, after her habit of recounting everything to Maria, Fanny had told
her all about Carli and meeting Tante Ilde at Kaethe's, they had first
wept over Carli, mingling their tears as they embraced. Then they had
a conversation concerning the proprieties, concerning Tante Ilde's
coming to Fanny for dinner on the very next Saturday,--before the
funeral. At first the thing had seemed impossible, just couldn't be.
Certain things weren't done, and Tante Ilde--so devoted, so genteel,
so innocent. Of Tante Ilde's indestructible innocence there were no
two opinions. Something to be cherished. It wouldn't be "anstaendig,"
decent, a word used with more shades of meaning in Viennese than in
English. Equally Fanny couldn't take Tante Ilde to the Hotel Bristol.
Yet Fanny was suddenly very lonely for Tante Ilde, she had a hunger
for her and Fanny generally gave herself the things she wanted....
Tante Ilde, so loving, so unfortunate, the only one left of the older
generation. Why if Tante Ilde died, Fanny herself, all of them, would
be, dreadful thought, the older generation! She positively boo-hooed,
wiping her handsome nose noisily on her filmy handkerchief. But for
once Fanny didn't see her way quite clear to gratifying her desire.
There were things, a lot of them, that weren't done and this seemed
quite definitely one of them.
She had her code and it was rigorous. But Maria had been saying that
she noticed, too, how white and thin Tante Ilde looked when she had
gone to take Irma the woollen stockings, just as if her life were being
pressed out of her, though not a word of complaint, only a smile and
just faint and tired, as if she didn't have a place to rest her feet
or to lay her head, "and I'll bet she has it hard with Frau Irma,"
finished Maria shrewdly.
"About like sitting on pins," answered Fanny with conviction, "but
Pauli told me Corinne hoped it would do for awhile, on account of the
boys, too."
"I could make her comfortable here for once," pursued Maria
insinuatingly, "a little table drawn up by the stove and a good oatmeal
soup."
Maria, too, had her doubts as to the propriety of the proceeding. She
was quite feeling around in the dark where you might run into all sorts
of things. In ordinary times there would have been no question of such
an arrangement or even during the War, but the Peace had levelled the
ranks of the Viennese with the same efficiency as death--what, indeed,
was virtue?
"I feel so sorry for the poor, dear old lady," said Maria meditatively,
repeating, "I could make her comfortable for once."
"Well, you'll probably have your way, but I'm against it, it just isn't
suitable," answered Fanny flatly. Her aunt's life was broken into bits
but there was a whiteness about the remaining pieces that they all,
according to their natures, felt must not be diminished.
"But, Lord God!" at last cried Maria, whose voice could rise too, "they
all take the money!"
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