"You won't lose it," questioned Irma anxiously, seeing her put it into
the precarious keeping of the bag, but her sister-in-law didn't answer,
only pulled the curtains together again. Irma went slowly back to her
embroidery, but after a moment or two not hearing any sounds of moving
about, she asked in a tone whose irritation was but half-suppressed:
"Don't you think you had better begin to get ready?" This having to
push her sister-in-law up and along, out of the house, filled her with
a sickening impatience.
"Yes, perhaps I had better," Frau Stacher answered obediently, "though
it isn't far."
And then Irma hearing those soft, slow movements of dressing behind the
curtain said no more. She was really only thinking of the moment of her
sister-in-law's return, with the money in her purse or perhaps enough
to be prudently pinned into her dress.
Frau Stacher was thinking of nothing. All the forces of her being were
employed in that act of clothing her body. After she was dressed she
noticed that she had on the wrong skirt, but she felt she couldn't
change--and then she _had_ put the velvet around her neck. One thing
she didn't do that morning, she only remembered it when she got out
into the street--she hadn't pulled back the curtains.
But Irma, as she saw her ready to depart, though she noticed that the
curtains weren't drawn, only said again:
"You won't lose the little figure?" and Frau Stacher with that
formidable submission in her eyes, even Irma got it, answered again:
"No, I'll be very careful." Then she turned and inexplicably to herself
embraced Irma and said, "Farewell" just as if she didn't expect to be
back in a few hours. Irma heard her steps getting fainter and fainter,
as she went down the resounding stairway, until they were lost forever.
* * * * *
Frau Stacher felt very weak, and her feet seemed made of lead, as
she turned into the Rotenthurm Street, then that pain between her
shoulders. But she was thankful that she had been able to get out and
Fanny, mercifully, lived near. A pale, uncertain sun that gave no
warmth, lay momentarily over the city.
There was an undeniable excitement about going to Fanny's, something
adventurous, like going into exotic lands, that stimulated her
momentarily and in that sick confusion of her being she did not try to
analyze her varied and commingled sentiments. Bashfulness, timidity,
the gentlest curiosity, gratitude, affection, she was conscious
of,--together with that increasing pain between her shoulders....
She was admitted by Maria whose small black eyes were snapping
pleasantly, whose wide mouth wore the most affectionate of smiles;
Maria, part of their lives since twenty-five years, Maria, who had
always opened to her ring when she went to see her brother.
"Ach, dear, gracious lady, how good of you to come to us!" she cried
warmly and bending kissed Frau Stacher's hand with all the old time
reverence and affection.
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