He had duly tried several forms of those manual labors that alone
seemed to be worth money. The summer before he had helped with the
crops on a farm in Styria that a brother professor of geology, whose
case somewhat resembled his own, had told him about. At first he had
dreadful backaches and his long, delicate hands that could hold a
microscope or a retort so steadily, would shake after the day's work
and his thin palms were one great blister. Horrified he would hold
them out at evening and watch them tremble and wonder would they ever
be steady again for use in the laboratory. He had, however, made what
seemed to his inexperience quite a lot of money for that sort of work,
and he never knew what the peasants really thought of him. Some of the
money unfortunately had been stolen from him that last Sunday when
he had been incontinently dreaming about a certain theory that could
always, if he didn't look out, captivate his attention.... Still he
brought home enough to get them through the autumn ... and with what
Fanny would do....
But suddenly, or so it seemed to him, the crown began to fall. He would
sit flushing and paling as he read the descending quotations of the
national currency and the rising prices of food. In a few weeks that
money was gone. The Eberhardts had, relatively, gorged when they saw
it shrinking--next week it would be worth only half and the week after
only a quarter. They laughed a good deal, too, Kaethe and the children.
Kaethe even taught Lilli and Resl to waltz, humming "The beautiful,
blue Danube" as they spun around. The professor allowed himself to
think again of certain combinations ... once quietly back in the
laboratory.... Then came the collapse.
In desperation he tried street-cleaning. A late November morning on
looking out of the window he saw that it had snowed heavily during the
night. In spite of himself the beauty of the little crystals lying
against the panes entranced him. He shook himself free, however, of
such luxurious and wasteful thoughts and decided to try for a chance to
shovel off snow. He said nothing to Kaethe about it as he went briskly
out. But it proved not to be much of an idea after all, for he got a
heavy chill late that afternoon waiting in line to be paid, and when
he passed by his brother-in-law's office feeling very ill, Hermann had
administered a potion to him and told him to go immediately to bed and
stay there.
About Christmas time he was put wise by another colleague, a professor
of botany, to a certain address near the Stephansplatz where a midday
meal of a sort was provided by foreign benevolence for starving
university professors. A cup of cocoa, rice and a slice of bread;
a cup of cocoa, beans and a piece of zwieback. It was not designed
to fatten any of them; it was only meant to keep as many of them as
possible above ground ... keeping the sciences alive.... The calories
were carefully marked on each menu and the men of learning could take
their choice without paying.
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