There in the shadow, her useless hands lying folded in her thin lap,
her colorless head bent, her pale lids dropped close over her eyes,
Frau Stacher shivered, suddenly remembering that phrase about winter
being near. In the warm haze of the protracted Indian summer of her
life she hadn't in the least understood what it meant. She fell to
thinking of that and of other long past things; of present things she
had no thoughts, only confused, painful sensations, which were cutting
deeper wrinkles and scars in her face than all the living through of
her pleasant three-score years and ten.
Ferry, the eldest boy, thin and tall for his years, with very long
black lashes shadowing his blue eyes and falling upon his thin cheeks
with their tiny spot of bright color, had closed his books and taken a
rattling, illy-jointed knife out of one coat pocket and a little figure
in wood that he was working on out of the other. Even with that poor
blade he had given it a touch of life,--a woman with her arms hanging
at her sides.
"I'm going to make two little buckets to put into her hands, one for
apples and one for pears," he whispered to his mother as he held it
up,--"see how she's already bending under the weight," he added with
his slight but persistent cough.
He had, for all his pale adolescence, a strong resemblance to his aunt
Ilde. She had always cared a lot for Ferry; he'd been a snuggling,
affectionate baby, something inexpressibly dear and unexpected in her
elderly life; they had, in a way, she and her brother, forgotten such
things. Now she was aware of a hot yearning to give him a new knife.
From somewhere that knife must come.
Gusl, the next, was formed in his mother's image: thick-set, short
with a certain roughness in his ways and those same bright, hard eyes
under a full brow and shaggy dark hair.... The peasant caught in the
city, and what he would do with the city or it with him was still
tightly rolled on the lap of the gods. Ferry's future was easier to
foretell--he would betake himself and his talent to some garret and
starve, after the immemorial way of poverty, youth and genius. Gusl
hated desperately his books and he was always hungry. Any meal that his
mother set out he could have eaten alone. Calories were nothing to him.
He wanted lots, lots. But Ferry was always dreaming, sometimes even
over his food.
Little Heinie had almost immediately fallen asleep, leaning against
the table, a ring of brown curls and two big ears catching the light as
it played about his bent head.
Yes, that was the way they would be sitting if she were not there,
if she were dead. She felt thinly miserable, like something that had
been and no longer was ... like her own ghost. Irma was wiping her
spectacles again.
"Give me the mending," said her sister-in-law, but somewhat timidly,
she never quite knew what Irma would do, "I haven't used my eyes today."
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