He was done suddenly and forever with the pluckable maids,
perpetually ripe fruit, all seasons being theirs, that abound in
Vienna; inaccessible too, to the sentiments that he had periodically
experienced for one or another woman who had crossed his susceptible
and magnetic orbit, whom he had possessed or not possessed, as the case
might have been. It was different from everything else under the sun
and was growing, growing. It was hope and image in his brain, greed and
hurry in his body. He was mad for Corinne, Corinne earning unnaturally
yet competently her daily bread in a bank when she should have been
holding court under some oak at the change of the midsummer moon.
Corinne placing endless, neat zeroes across broad, white pages when she
should have been plucking simples or brewing potions. That elfin brood
that crowded her pale heart overpowered his being, held it captive. One
would have said he needed something brighter, hotter.... Yet,
Corinne ... out of the whole world.... But that none of them knew as
yet save Tante Ilde in her shy, sure way. Anna, who never got things
straight, had a deep, dull jealousy of Fanny, a sentiment, however,
that she had been familiar with since her earliest childhood, and when
indirectly she learned that Pauli had seen Fanny, she was miserable
for days, after her chill, slow habit, miserable unto death almost.
She suspected Fanny of having made that arrangement about Tante Ilde;
Fanny, though one never saw her, was always everywhere it seemed to
Anna. Two dull fires had burned in Anna's eyes, two sombre red spots
had darkened her cheeks, excitement never lighted up her face, when she
learned not only that her aunt Ilde was to come and regularly, every
Tuesday, but that Pauli himself would cast his bright shadow over his
own dark threshold on that day. She and Hermine began straightway to
plan as attractive a menu as lack of talent and materials permitted....
When Corinne had asked Pauli if Anna couldn't take Tante Ilde once a
week for her midday meal, he had responded warmly, not simply to give
Corinne pleasure, but because he was made that way.
"But of course! The poor, dear Tanterl, I'll tell Anna to get the best
she can, you know she's not very clever at it, and I'll try to be there
myself."
Pauli was doubtless various kinds of a sinner, but his humanity
was always to be counted on. It wasn't because Corinne was looking
obliquely at him, with the look that stirred him hotly, madly....
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