He had met Marie von Sternberg that very evening ... so quiet, so deft,
her pale blue eyes so compassionate under her heavy, dark brows and
lashes, her jaw so nobly strong, her hands so beautiful in spite of the
discoloration of acids and disinfectants. He had suddenly noticed her
hands as she was passing him a probe.
But he hadn't looked at her face then, it was only some hours
after,--not even in a pause, for still the men were being brought
in,--when a young, yellow-haired Tirolese had been put on the table.
As Doctor Bruckner bent over him, he had cried out in a loud voice
"Mother" and had suddenly given up his youthful ghost. Then Doctor
Bruckner found that he was looking full into the blue eyes, so heavily
lashed, so darkly circled, of the woman at his side. He saw there a
spark of the same everlasting pity that flamed in his own. They hadn't
said anything even then, for quickly the youth had been carried away
and his place had been filled by a swarthy family man from one of the
Slavic Crownlands, his wedding ring still hanging about the finger of
his mangled hand. Hermann had never forgotten either of those two men,
for in between them was set, like a jewel in death and pain, that look
that he and Marie von Sternberg had exchanged.
All that winter, that winter of his content, of his happiness, they
breathed the same air, did the same work, to the same end. Those
afternoon hours had been, quite strangely, enough for happiness. In
the early summer she had been sent to the Russian front. When he was
mobilized she was still there, and that was the true reason why he was
laughing the day he left Vienna. A thousand miles of battle-field and
ruined towns might lie between them; then again she, like himself,
might be sent where the need was greatest, their roads could easily
converge. He hoped blindly, confidently from the war; all his hope was
in its vicissitudes.
Then one evening, after the fiery setting of a hard, red sun over a
scorched, interminable plain, the dim air thick with odors of blood
and death, cut now and then feebly by disinfectants used not too
generously, as he stood outside that hospital tent, thinking of her,
longing desperately for her, a quick, light step approached, he heard
her voice:
"Hermann, it is I."
And all the dust and fatigue, the blood and agony that covered his
body and his spirit fell away and turning he had cried out her name in
straining passion.
They had embraced in such deep longing that they seemed to be lost out
of time and space ... to be together, even for that minute ... even in
that way....
The battle-field with its dreadful débris had seemed to Hermann
Bruckner like some paradisaical garden.... And those glorified days of
September, October that followed, the unit keeping up as best it could
with the great army throwing its roads and bridges across the Pripet
marshes....
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