Then one day she had had fever; two degrees only, but suddenly she
had sickened terribly, sickened hopelessly, and died immediately of
typhus.... Hermann who had hung over her hadn't taken it, but he
hadn't been able to live or die since. He'd just gone from bad to
worse; he'd done his work, yes, that was what was left; she would have
been doing hers if he had died....
But after Gorizia, he had known it was all over with him, as a man that
is; as a poor hulk of flesh and blood and bones and nerves, oh, there
were perhaps many years waiting for him. Sometimes when he looked at
his nerveless arm he remembered how warm and firm his clasp had been in
hers, hers in his.... There were so many things to think of before he
ceased to remember.... Rarely her spirit visited him in that house of
Mizzi's.... But in his office continually he found her, sometimes in
each ailing, miserable body he seemed to find her, beautiful and of an
endless pity. Oh, he needed her. Even without his arm, _that_ way it
would have been all right. Something could always be done if the will
is there.... But without her he no longer willed anything.
Yes, he was very ill, but not in a way to die. Death might not come to
him till he had forgotten everything, even Marie....
Mizzi was like a sharp point in his being. She had worn sore spots all
over him, and strangely from Mizzi he must receive that which would
keep his will-less breath in his useless body....
But Mizzi really knew nothing about her husband, indeed never had known
anything about him, beyond his name and age and personal appearance
and a few of his habits. Now he weighed a thousand tons upon her life.
When with her aunt in tow she turned into the Plankengasse, she was
in the usual pleasingly expectant state with which she was wont to
approach her shop. As they neared it they saw a dark, stout, ponderous
female dressed in a thick, brown cloth suit, a heavy black hat with
waving ostrich plumes, a long sable scarf hung inelegantly about her
heavy shoulders, projecting herself cumbersomely from a much bebrassed
auto.
"That's one of them," said Mizzi, eagerly, greedily, "it's Frau Fuchs.
You'll die laughing, she doesn't know beans about anything, but that
big bag of hers is full of banknotes."
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