There was a long pause, in which the thick-boned figure of the woman
her brother had loved loomed up before her in an imperative, almost
menacing attitude as she waited for the answer. She had been bending
closely over the hemstitching she was to finish that day for Mizzi. She
had large, square-shaped hands, but she held deftly and delicately the
diaphanous trifle that Mizzi would sell to some thick lady. Now she
laid it down and took off her glasses, showing her eyes very strained.
Her face seemed to broaden, her cheek bones to get higher, the spot of
color on her cheeks was dyed deeper, harder. Everything was accented
about Irma in that minute. Even the red of the little, fringed,
three-cornered shawl was like life-blood spilled over her shoulders
as she waited for her sister-in-law to answer and there was something
increasingly minatory about her.
Strange, Frau Stacher was thinking, that Heinie should have desired
her, Heinie almost an old man. But she couldn't really reason about
such things, certainly not in that pause. Her thoughts had wandered
because she was feeling quite dizzy and then, of course, she would
do it. Irma might have known that. Those three boys had to be helped
somehow into manhood, according to their needs. A generation lay
between the two women, yet for a moment Irma, with that ancient
mother-fierceness in her face, seemed the elder. She continued staccato:
"Ferry's got to go to the mountains. Fanny can send him if she will.
Fanny's rich. Fanny's in the only good business for women in Vienna."
Frau Stacher felt the blood rush to her face. But it was pity for Irma
that suddenly reddened her cheeks rather than shame for Fanny. All the
pity of her heart for a moment spent itself lavishly on that unloved
sister-in-law.
"It's one of the reasons I'm going--for Ferry. I'd thought of it too,
and tomorrow you know it is Fanny who is taking us all--with Carli,
to the cemetery," she answered finally with an immense gentleness. In
her heart she handed that business of Fanny's to God, and she hoped He
wouldn't take His price for it.
Irma suddenly broke into wild weeping.
"Don't speak to me about Carli again. I can't bear it. _My_ Ferry, _my_
son, _my_ first born, _he_ must live."
Then she tried to stop weeping. Those hot, salty tears that were
scalding and dimming her eyes were an indulgence she could ill afford.
"Tell Fanny everything about Ferry, help him not to go where Carli has
gone," and she stepped quite close to her sister-in-law, her hands
clasped. "You are truly good," she found herself unexpectedly, even
softly, ending.
Then Frau Stacher, warm with a love that was not for Irma, but whose
warmth spread infinitely, embraced her, saying:
"Don't weep, Irma, we'll surely arrange about our Ferry."
The two women spoke no more. Irma's sobs turned into long, quivering
sighs and her sister-in-law soon after slipped out.
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