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“Alfred was admitted here to-night,” said she, “through the influence
of his aunt, Madame la Baronne de Dorlodot; and now, having seen him,
can you not understand why I have been in such spirits all the evening,
and acted so well, and danced with such life, and why I am now happy as
a queen? Dieu! Dieu! It was such good fun to glance first at him and
then at the other, and madden them both.”
“But that other—where is he? Show me Isidore.”
“I don’t like.”
“Why not?”
“I am ashamed of him.”
“For what reason?”
“Because—because” (in a whisper) “he has such—such whiskers,
orange—red—there now!”
“The murder is out,” I subjoined. “Never mind, show him all the same; I
engage not to faint.”
She looked round. Just then an English voice spoke behind her and me.
“You are both standing in a draught; you must leave this corridor.”
“There is no draught, Dr. John,” said I, turning.
“She takes cold so easily,” he pursued, looking at Ginevra with extreme
kindness. “She is delicate; she must be cared for: fetch her a shawl.”
“Permit me to judge for myself,” said Miss Fanshawe, with hauteur. “I
want no shawl.”
“Your dress is thin, you have been dancing, you are heated.”
“Always preaching,” retorted she; “always coddling and admonishing.”
The answer Dr. John would have given did not come; that his heart was
hurt became evident in his eye; darkened, and saddened, and pained, he
turned a little aside, but was patient. I knew where there were plenty
of shawls near at hand; I ran and fetched one.
“She shall wear this, if I have strength to make her,” said I, folding
it well round her muslin dress, covering carefully her neck and her
arms. “Is that Isidore?” I asked, in a somewhat fierce whisper.
She pushed up her lip, smiled, and nodded.
“Is _that_ Isidore?” I repeated, giving her a shake: I could have given
her a dozen.
“C’est lui-même,” said she. “How coarse he is, compared with the
Colonel-Count! And then—oh ciel!—the whiskers!”
Dr. John now passed on.
“The Colonel-Count!” I echoed. “The doll—the puppet—the manikin—the
poor inferior creature! A mere lackey for Dr. John his valet, his
foot-boy! Is it possible that fine generous gentleman—handsome as a
vision—offers you his honourable hand and gallant heart, and promises
to protect your flimsy person and feckless mind through the storms and
struggles of life—and you hang back—you scorn, you sting, you torture
him! Have you power to do this? Who gave you that power? Where is it?
Does it lie all in your beauty—your pink and white complexion, and your
yellow hair? Does this bind his soul at your feet, and bend his neck
under your yoke? Does this purchase for you his affection, his
tenderness, his thoughts, his hopes, his interest, his noble, cordial
love—and will you not have it? Do you scorn it? You are only
dissembling: you are not in earnest: you love him; you long for him;
but you trifle with his heart to make him more surely yours?”
“Bah! How you run on! I don’t understand half you have said.”
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