Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
I had got her out into the garden ere this. I now set her down on a
seat and told her she should not stir till she had avowed which she
meant in the end to accept—the man or the monkey.
“Him you call the man,” said she, “is bourgeois, sandy-haired, and
answers to the name of John!—cela suffit: je n’en veux pas. Colonel de
Hamal is a gentleman of excellent connections, perfect manners, sweet
appearance, with pale interesting face, and hair and eyes like an
Italian. Then too he is the most delightful company possible—a man
quite in my way; not sensible and serious like the other; but one with
whom I can talk on equal terms—who does not plague and bore, and harass
me with depths, and heights, and passions, and talents for which I have
no taste. There now. Don’t hold me so fast.”
I slackened my grasp, and she darted off. I did not care to pursue her.
Somehow I could not avoid returning once more in the direction of the
corridor to get another glimpse of Dr. John; but I met him on the
garden-steps, standing where the light from a window fell broad. His
well-proportioned figure was not to be mistaken, for I doubt whether
there was another in that assemblage his equal. He carried his hat in
his hand; his uncovered head, his face and fine brow were most handsome
and manly. _His_ features were not delicate, not slight like those of a
woman, nor were they cold, frivolous, and feeble; though well cut, they
were not so chiselled, so frittered away, as to lose in expression or
significance what they gained in unmeaning symmetry. Much feeling spoke
in them at times, and more sat silent in his eye. Such at least were my
thoughts of him: to me he seemed all this. An inexpressible sense of
wonder occupied me, as I looked at this man, and reflected that _he_
could not be slighted.
It was, not my intention to approach or address him in the garden, our
terms of acquaintance not warranting such a step; I had only meant to
view him in the crowd—myself unseen: coming upon him thus alone, I
withdrew. But he was looking out for me, or rather for her who had been
with me: therefore he descended the steps, and followed me down the
alley.
“You know Miss Fanshawe? I have often wished to ask whether you knew
her,” said he.
“Yes: I know her.”
“Intimately?”
“Quite as intimately as I wish.”
“What have you done with her now?”
“Am I her keeper?” I felt inclined to ask; but I simply answered, “I
have shaken her well, and would have shaken her better, but she escaped
out of my hands and ran away.”
“Would you favour me,” he asked, “by watching over her this one
evening, and observing that she does nothing imprudent—does not, for
instance, run out into the night-air immediately after dancing?”
“I may, perhaps, look after her a little; since you wish it; but she
likes her own way too well to submit readily to control.”
“She is so young, so thoroughly artless,” said he.
“To me she is an enigma,” I responded.
“Is she?” he asked—much interested. “How?”
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