Frontier and pioneer life -- Indiana -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"Won't you have this chair now?" he said stiffly, formally. She
was looking down into the fire, but he saw the dimple deepen in
her cheek and an almost imperceptible twitching at the corner of
her mouth. Confound her, was she laughing at him? Was he a source
of amusement to her?
She turned her head and glanced up at him over her shoulder. He
caught a strained, appealing gleam in her eyes.
"Please forgive me if I was rude," she said, quite humbly.
He melted a little. He no longer desired to shake her. "I feared
I had in some way offended you," he said.
She shook her head and was silent for a moment or two, staring
thoughtfully at the flames. A faint sigh escaped her, and then she
faced him resolutely, frankly.
"You have succeeded fairly well in concealing your astonishment at
seeing me here in this hut, dressed as I am," she said, somewhat
hurriedly. "You have been greatly puzzled. I am about to confess
something to you. You will see me again,--often perhaps,--if you
remain long in this country. It is my wish that you should not
know who I am to-night. You will gain nothing by asking questions,
either of me or of the Strikers. You will know in the near future,
so let that be sufficient. At first I--"
"You have my promise not to disregard your wishes in this or any
other matter," he said, bowing gravely. "I shall ask no questions."
"Ah, but you have been asking questions all to yourself ever since
you came into this cabin and saw me--in all this finery--and you
will continue to ask them," she declared positively. "I do not blame
you. I can at least account for my incomprehensible costume. That
much you shall have, if no more. This frock is a new one. It has
just come up the river from St. Louis. I have never had it on until
to-day. Another one, equally as startling, lies in that bedroom
over there, and beside it on the bed is the dress I came here in
this afternoon. It is a plain black dress, and there is a veil and
a hideous black bonnet to go with it." She paused, a bright little
gleam of mingled excitement and defiance in her eyes.
"You--you have lost--I mean, you are in mourning for some one?" he
exclaimed. The thought rushed into his mind: Was she a widow? This
radiantly beautiful girl a widow?
"For my father," she stated succinctly. "He died almost a year
ago. I was in school at St. Louis when it happened. I had not seen
him for two years. My mother sent for me to come home. Since that
time I have worn nothing but black,--plain, horrible black. Do not
misjudge me. I am not vain, nor am I as heartless as you may be
thinking. I had and still have the greatest respect for my father.
He was a good man, a fine man. But in all the years of my life he
never spoke a loving word to me, he never caressed me, he never
kissed me. He was kindness itself, but--he never looked at me with
love in his eyes. I don't suppose you can understand. I was the
flesh of his flesh, and yet he never looked at me with love in his
eyes.
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