"That's because you don't know him, as I do. They lied when they said
he cheated. I spoke to some of them last night. Mr. Tickell, who was
playing against him, admitted that he knew nothing about it, that he
saw no wrong in anything that Sydney did, nothing in the least
suspicious in his behaviour. Captain Draycott as good as owned that, in
supporting Anthony Dodwell's accusation, he might have been in error; I
could see for myself that that consciousness was weighing on his mind.
Major Reith tells me that it was all done in the hurry and whirl of a
few mad moments. They talked it over after Sydney had gone; they were
all agreed that they would have liked to have him back, to have
questioned him when he was cooler and they also. I haven't seen Colonel
Sandys, who, you know, was in command of the regiment. I haven't had a
chance. He's been abroad ever since. But I've been given to understand
that, although he wasn't present, he expressed himself on the matter in
terms which were unflattering to all concerned; and I've a suspicion
that his feeling on the subject had something to do with his retiring.
Anthony Dodwell has not become more popular since; I believe, that if
the mess was polled, they'd exchange him for Sydney to-morrow."
"Not after last night, my dear."
"I'm coming to that. Until now I've not felt that it became me to
interfere. I felt that Sydney might resent my interfering; that he
would prefer to take the matter up in his own way, at his own time. But
after last night I see how mistaken I may have been. Margaret, if you
were a man of honour, consider what your feelings would be if those
whom you had esteemed your friends treated you as those men did
Sydney."
"It's not easy for me to put myself into such a position; but if I had
been in his place, and been innocent, I think I should have recognised
the danger of my position, have kept calm, and have had the matter
thrashed right out."
"My dear Margaret, you don't seem to realise that all these men were
half beside themselves. I can quite fancy what men can be in such a
moment. Sydney wanted to fly at Dodwell's throat. I'm sure that I can't
blame him; I should have wanted to do the same, wouldn't you?"
"Well, that depends. I can't say that the little I have known of
Captain Dodwell has moved me to affection. But, that apart, how do you
explain last night?"
"Don't I tell you that I'm coming to that? Margaret, have patience.
Sydney left the barracks that night with, it is nearly certain, very
little money, and half mad with rage and shame and grief. Then the
curtain falls; we know nothing of what happened to him afterwards. But,
in the light of last night, can't you imagine?"
"That's the pity of it--I can."
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