"Yes; but from one point of view only. Can't you conceive of there
being another? Can't you imagine what he may have suffered in what, to
him, was a new and hideous world--hopeless, helpless, friendless,
penniless, alone? I can't think of any way in which Sydney could have
earned a farthing, circumstanced as he was. When his money was gone,
which probably lasted only a very little time, he perhaps went hungry.
Oh, you don't believe that men do go hungry! My dear, since Sydney
went, I've seen crowds of men, in London streets and parks and
public places, who, I am convinced, go hungry nearly all the time.
Margaret--again I give you permission to laugh--as I've been lying here
between the sheets I've seen Sydney starving in rags. I'm sure it has
been like that. When a man of his position gets down to that, what is
there for him to do?"
"That sort of thing would be pretty rough on him, I grant. But, you
know, Vi, you're taking a very great deal for granted."
"I've admitted that Sydney was never the wisest or the strongest of
men. It is quite possible that in those depths he met those who were
even more desperate than himself, who pointed out to him a way of at
least getting something to eat. There's something about that woman
Simmons which convinces me that she has known something of the sort of
thing of which I speak."
"Do you mean that she has known what it is to starve?"
"I shouldn't wonder. There was something about her when she came into
this room last night which struck me. When I was talking to her this
morning in the hall I saw what it was; it kept peeping out. Margaret,
that woman has stood at despair's very gate; she has never forgotten
it, and never will. It's taken from her something which you and I have,
but which she will never have again; she is not a woman in the sense we
are. Although she may not know it, she is as some wild creature which
has its back against the wall, and which fights, straining every nerve
and every faculty it has, against what must prevail."
The countess was regarding her with her eyes wide open.
"I always have credited you with imagination, but I certainly never
guessed that it amounted to this. I must take a look at Simmons myself,
and see what my imagination does for me. I don't want to be beaten in a
game of that kind."
"I told you you could laugh, and so you can. If I had had my wits about
me, I should have stopped Sydney last night; I should have stuck to him
tight; I should have made him understand that, whether he would or
wouldn't, I would stay by his side, lest worse befell him. I am going
to do that now; I am going to leave no stone unturned to find him. When
I have found him I'll not lose sight of him again. He has not been very
wise; but the world has used him ill. I will stand by his side against
the world."
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