She had laid the table, and now stood at the open doorway looking at
him with a smile on her face. Plainly he was in more than two minds as
to what to do; this woman was, so far, proving more than a match for
him. His tone was surly.
"I'm not coming with you."
"Aren't you? Very well, don't; stop there. I may as well go upstairs
and take off my hat and coat and make myself look decent, even if I am
to have my neck wrung directly afterwards. And then I'll go and forage
in the pantry. Until we meet again."
With a saucy little nod she paused out of the room and shut the door.
A student in pantomime would have been interested by the man's
proceedings when he found himself thus left alone, he was so evidently
at a loss. He stared, or rather glared, at the door through which the
woman had vanished; he seemed to be in doubt as to whether to go
through it and out of the house. Then his eyes moved round the room,
and stayed; as if it were all in such delightful contrast to what he
had been used to that he had to stay. He made a half-step towards the
fire, then drew back, with clenched hands and knitted brows; he would
not warm himself beside this woman's fire. Then he saw the tumbler on
the table, which she had left on the snowy tablecloth invitingly
beneath his nose; his hand moved towards that--it was harder to keep
that back, but he did. He saw, for the first time, the mirror above the
mantel; as if unwillingly he went to it; the action was significant, a
mirror had not been a necessary adjunct to his toilet for a
considerable time.
He stared at the face that looked back at him as if it were that of a
stranger, as if he found it difficult to realise that it could by any
possibility be his, as if it were incredible that the man who had been
could be the man who was now. He took the greasy cap off his head, as
if the mirror had made him conscious that it was there. No woman could
have shown keener interest in a tale told by the mirror; so absorbed
was he by his own image that apparently he could not tear himself away.
He became aware that the fire was just beneath; he stretched out his
hands to the grateful blaze, then, remembered, glanced round him
shamefacedly, moved away towards the window. How cheerless it was
without, how cheery it was within. He twisted his cap as if he would
have torn it; his jaw was hard set; his eyes looked this way and that.
He moved from the window, this time towards the door, as if he were
trying to bring himself to the sticking point, to retreat in time. He
was nearly there when the door reopened and the woman appeared.
"Now then, you really must come and help me carry this tray; it's
perfectly absurd to suppose that I can do everything while you do
nothing. My maid is out; I only keep one, and it's her day out. You
needn't eat anything; the fates forbid that I should press my food on
you or my anything. But surely you can help me to get something to eat
myself. Do you hear?"
"Yes, I hear."
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