Virginia was dismissed--she felt it. The knowledge went scorching through
her veins as kirsch through the veins of one not accustomed to its fire.
She hated the girl with a mad, barbaric impulse, which was as much beyond
her control as its tides are beyond the control of the ocean; she felt an
animosity to Miss Erroll’s very hat, to her pretty parasol with its bunch
of red velvet ribbons on the bamboo handle. She would have liked to seize
and tear them to pieces, as a humming-bird tears the flower which has
refused its honey. A red mist rose to her eyes. The Erroll carriage and
its occupants seemed to be melting away and away in a golden haze. She
stepped backward, keeping her eyes on it, as a fascinated bird looks ever
on the serpent that has charmed it.
“I hate her--I hate her--I hate her,” she said, back of her teeth, not
fiercely, as she had at first spoken, but with a dull assertiveness.
She refused several offers from kindly neighbors who would have driven
her home. She could ride quite well, she said, without using her left arm.
The evening was lowering and purple towards the north-east, full of
vague shadows and noises of homeward creatures. The west was aglare as
with floating golden ribbons from some mighty, unseen Maypole behind the
luridly dark mountains.
The slanting light touched the crests of the clods in a newly ploughed
field to her left with a vivid effect, remindful of the light-capped
wavelets on an evening bay. Farther on it was long, glistening stalks of
fodder which caught the level gleaming from the west, as might the rifles
of a regiment that has been ordered to fire lying down. The fresh green
hollows of the hills were full of a palpable golden ether, like cups of
emerald brimmed with the lucent amber drink of other days.
A leather-winged bat brushed against her cheek, flying heavily into some
broom-straw just beyond. She saw nothing, felt nothing, heard nothing
beyond the dark hours ahead of her, the heavy aching of her heart, and
its loud monotonous beating, to which she unconsciously set words as one
does to the iterant chatter of a clock.
“Yes, he loves her--yes, he loves her,” so it seemed to say, over and
over, again and again. Almost she could have torn it from her breast
and flung it from her, had not it been sacred to her for the love of
him with which it was filled. Think of it; try to imagine it. A woman
fully developed, heart and body full of the South from bright head to
nimble feet, as the South is full of beauty; free as the birds that
cleaved her native air with strong, untiring wings; unlearned in all
emotion whether of love or of hate; not weary in sense or perception;
untutored, unknowing, uncivilized--and loving for the first time in all
her one-and-twenty years of living!
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