The trouble with the Stalintrek, Sophia thought, was that it took
months to get absolutely nowhere. There had been the painful pressure,
the loss of consciousness, the confinement in this tight little world
of dormitories and gleaming metal walls, the uncanny feeling of no
weight, the ability--boring after a while, but interesting at
first--to float about in air almost at will.
Then, how many months of sameness? Sophia had lost all track of time
through _ennui_. But for the first brief period of adjustment on the
part of her fellows to the fact that although she was a woman and
shared their man's life she was still to be inviolate, the routine had
been anything but exciting. The period of adjustment had had its
adventures, its uncertainties, its challenge, and to Sophia it had
been stimulating. Why was it, she wondered, that the men who carried
their sex with strength and dignity, the hard-muscled men who could
have their way with her if they resorted to force were the men who did
not violate her privacy, while the weaklings, the softer, smaller men,
or the average men whom Sophia considered her physical equals were the
ones who gave her trouble?
She had always accepted her beauty, the obvious attraction men found
in her, with an objective unconcern. She had been endowed with sex
appeal; there was not much room in her life to exploit it, even had
she wanted to. Now, now when she wanted anything but that, it gave her
trouble.
Her room was shared, of necessity, with three men. Tall, gangling
Boris gave her no trouble, turned his back when she undressed for the
evening, even though she was careful to slip under the covers first.
Ivan, the second man, was short, thin, stooped. Often she found him
looking at her with what might have been more than a healthy interest,
but aside from that he kept his peace. Besides, Ivan had spent two
years in secondary school (as much as Sophia) and she enjoyed
conversing with him.
The third man, Georgi, was the troublemaker. Georgi was one of those
plump young men with red cheeks, big, eager eyes, a voice somewhat too
high. He was an avid talker, a boaster and a boor. In the beginning he
showered attentions on Sophia. He insisted on drawing her wash-basin
at night, escorted her to breakfast every morning, told her in
confidence of the conquests he had made over beautiful women (but not
as beautiful as you, Sophia). He soon began to take liberties. He
would sit--timorously at first, but with growing boldness--on the
corner of her bed, talking with her at night after the others had
retired, Ivan with his snores, Boris with his strong, deep breathing.
And night after night, plump Georgi grew bolder.
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