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“Providence is kind to give me yet another chance to speak with thee
before the _Untersuchung_,” he said, pausing before her. He saw that
there were tears in her eyes, which refused to meet his glance. “Thou
hast no sorrow? Surely, I know that nothing can disturb thee, now that
thou art so near to thy Father in heaven. Yet why dost thou weep?”
He pushed the long hair back from his forehead with a trembling hand
while he waited for her reply, but she remained silent, with only her
profile turned to him. The white kerchief on her breast moved with her
quick breathing.
“Canst thou not answer me, Walda?” he asked, in the tender tone that she
remembered from her childhood.
Walda rested her elbows on the back of the porch seat, and, with her
chin in her hands, shook her white-capped head. The tears began to fall
so rapidly that she dared not try to speak. Gerson Brandt sank upon the
seat opposite her.
“It would be foolish for me to offer thee solace for thine aching heart,
for I know that thou, who art the prophetess of Zanah, no longer cravest
human sympathy. Forgive me for forgetting that thou art no longer the
colony maiden over whom I have felt a care all these years. Yet thy
tears are no more sacred to me now than they were in thine earliest
childhood, Walda. Thy griefs were always felt by me.” Gerson Brandt
leaned forward as if he would read what was in Walda’s heart, and he
paled with a formless fear.
“Thy tears distress me,” he said, presently, “and yet I know that it is
but natural thou shouldst feel awe-stricken and oppressed with a weight
of responsibility, now that thou art so near to thy consecration.”
“Speak not so. Thy words smite me,” exclaimed Walda, turning towards him
and blushing scarlet as she met his eyes. “I am not worthy to be the
prophetess. I—I—I am sorely troubled.” She put her face upon her arms
and sobbed.
“To them whom the Lord maketh most strong He revealeth weakness,” the
school-master replied.
“I shall need much strength,” said Walda, controlling herself with an
effort.
“Yea, that is true,” agreed Gerson Brandt. “My prayers will help to
support thee, for thou art always in my mind. Much have I rejoiced to
know that thou hast escaped all danger from earthly love. Ah, now that
thou hast safely passed thy period of probation nothing can befall
thee.”
“Gerson Brandt, tell me what would have happened if I had found an
earthly love?” asked Walda, turning to him with an intensity of interest
that was but lightly disguised.
“Why wouldst thou waste time talking of such an unprofitable subject now
at this holy season? It is a sacrilege to link the name of the
prophetess of Zanah with an earthly love.”
The school-master was looking far away as he answered, and he did not
see that his words caused the girl to clasp her hands tightly and to
bite her full, red lips.
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