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“Tell me, is human love such a wicked thing, after all? Thou didst once
speak to me as if thou hadst known it, and thou canst tell me whether it
hath in it something of the divine quality. If I had loved, wouldst thou
have condemned me as severely as would those of the colonists who live
like the cattle on the fields, feeling none of the mystery and the glory
of life?”
“If thou hadst loved any man I should have sorrowed more than all the
colony, for I have longed to see thee spared the pangs and pains that
love brings.”
“Doth love never bring happiness?”
“The woman who loveth must suffer much,” declared Gerson Brandt.
“But women are glad to suffer for love.”
In Walda’s eyes shone the light of a new-born courage, and Gerson
Brandt, catching some of the spirit that had taken possession of her,
answered:
“Walda, it passeth understanding that thou shouldst speak thus of love
now, when thou hast gone forever beyond the reach of temptation. Thy
mood doth confound me.”
He went near to her, and, standing before her, studied her face.
“In thine eyes I behold a mystery,” he said, presently, with a tremor in
his voice. “Thou hast lost the essence of childhood that lingered with
thee until—was it yesterday or to-day that thou didst lose it?”
“The world hath been different to me since the sun set yesterday.” Walda
spoke the words softly, and Gerson Brandt beheld in her face a radiance
which made him ashamed of the vague suspicions that had sent a chill to
his heart.
“Verily, the spirit of prophecy hath descended upon thee. Thou hast come
into the full possession of the divine gift.” He drew away from her, and
looked at her in awe.
“Nay, nay,” Walda faltered; “thou art deceived.”
Her gaze wandered past him as she spoke, and she saw, ascending the
hill, six of the village mothers. Gerson Brandt, following her glance,
said: “This is the day when thy vigil beginneth. The watchers are coming
for thee.”
Walda’s face paled.
“I had forgotten that the time had come,” she exclaimed. “I am not ready
for it. I am unworthy.”
“It is the hour of our last talk together,” Gerson Brandt announced, in
a solemn tone. “Thy misgivings are only human.” He raised his hands
above her bowed head and gave her his blessing. He could not trust
himself to look at her again. Passing by her he entered the
school-house, closing the door tightly behind him, lest he might be
tempted to look back.
Walda submissively followed the women, who led the way to the little
room that opened out of the bare auditorium of the meeting-house. It was
here that she had spent many hours of study among the elders’ books, but
its appearance was slightly changed. In one corner stood a cot covered
with white blankets of the finest weave that came from the looms of
Zanah. In the centre was a reading-desk, upon which a large Bible lay
open. Six chairs were ranged along the wall just outside the door that
led into the interior of the meeting-house.
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