Religious communities -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
“Thou wilt find nothing to distract thy thoughts here,” said Mother
Kaufmann, glancing into the room.
“We will take good care that thou art not disturbed,” asserted Mother
Schneider.
Walda gave no sign that she heard. Crossing the threshold she closed the
door, shutting out the six women. She threw herself upon the bed, and
gave way to a paroxysm of weeping. The realization that she had missed
her opportunity to confess her love for Everett at first frightened her,
for she knew it was now too late to speak before going to the
_Untersuchung_. Zanah guarded a prophetess so carefully that when once
the door of the sanctuary in which Marta Bachmann had fasted and prayed
closed upon one supposed to be inspired, no word could be spoken. She
lay awake far into the night. When the day had faded, a single candle
had been put upon her reading-desk by Mother Kaufmann, who scanned her
face with the inquisitive look of a mischief-maker. Walda, sitting with
folded hands, had appeared oblivious of the woman’s presence. She had
heard the evening prayers of the colony gathered in the meeting-house.
She felt a dull pain when she recalled her father’s face. Underneath
every emotion that she experienced in the dreary watches of the night
she was always conscious of the memory of Everett’s voice as he pleaded
for her love. At first she had a faint hope that he might speak to her
through the window, or that, in some way, he would send her a token of
encouragement, but nothing disturbed the oppressive quiet of the laggard
hours.
Walda was wakened early in the morning, after a brief and troubled
sleep, by the whispers of the women outside her door. She knew that the
watch was being changed, and that soon she would be expected to be
kneeling at her prayers. Rising from the cot she looked out of the one
window—it overlooked the school-house garden, and she saw Gerson Brandt
walking back and forth amid the tangled nasturtiums and late asters. As
he moved to and fro he never once turned his eyes towards the
meeting-house. With difficulty Walda repressed an impulse to call him to
her. Through all her childhood and girlhood he had bent a ready ear when
she told him her troubles, and now it seemed an easy matter to confide
in him. While she was still at the window, Gerson Brandt went up the
worn steps that led to the school-room.
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